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Monday, May 24, 2010

been in europe for more than a week!!..
Cant believe i am feeling so homesick now.. Never had it before:( i guess europe is really not my cup of tea..

Haha but of course shopping will always brighten my day. Shopping paris was whoo ~ only got stressed trying to carry my stuff back. And getting stressed now on how i'm gonna get to the airport and get my luggage check. Oh my tian i knew this was coming but i cldnt stop my hands >.< anyways.. Miss hm tonnes..

I got to say this that's why i decided to post.. Visited a concentration camp site war memorial toward with a cheap tour. But after hearing so mich and actually see those stuff kept from that time' i am truly tramatised. I dont know how i can earse those images from my mind... Ahhhh someone help me please... I so need to hear my mum's voice of reassure or that she'll go to the temple and pray for me tmr.. But i dont wanna call her.. It's like i am weak... And she'll berate me for even gg to these areas... Images keep popping up. I cldnt bring myself to take any photos... But the images and stuff are even more deeply imprinted in my mind. And it doesnt help tomodachi ga zen zen watashi no kimochi wakaranai. Now in the hostel lounge and cafe room with a really cute family playing pool. And me in my pj typing onto my nokia e63 and the other hand holding on to my 大悲咒 I really need to talk to someone who can calm me down.


4:46 AM


Wednesday, May 05, 2010

i changed my blogskin..
blogskins.com have great blogskins! and they allow pple to use it :) just leave credits alone:)
of course..

so many talents there.

i was quite sad because i accidentally erased my previous blogskin while trying to embed a music player :(
anyway.. i found my old skin's template BUT was too lazy to edit smthg that i have edited before so i decided to look for another one:)
yum. vanilla.


12:50 AM


Tuesday, May 04, 2010

what's with the "it's ok. i will do everything on my own" attitude. AFTER asking for help.
i really loathe it.
the "i didnt say anything" when obviously you did.

i guess i really cant be free. because that means i will spend all my time at home = with a huge equals to friction.
本当にやだ。母親からあねとおとうとたちのはなしばかり聞かせれてる。
つかれる。大体わたしがぜんぜん言い場所じゃね。なんで聞かなきゃ？あのことをなにか答えたら絶対却下　却下　却下。
あれなら何でいつも私に？ききたくない。


11:28 PM


Saturday, May 01, 2010

My fingers are itching~~ :):)
my keyboard is getting old:( the keys are starting not to punch properly >.<

試験もう　おわちゃいました！やった！大學の最後。ちょっとさみしね。
この３年間　スーゲー辛い時あったなぁ～　でも学生時間は一番だ。
ハハ　チャンスもうないんけどね。わたしには。
日本で慶応で修士をとりたかったな。でもこれは遊び心わかってる。
わたしがわたしの一番わかってるから。現時点でやめた。
もうちょっとお金なヤツをためたら自分のペースで慶応へ。

さ来週の旅行たのしみ！！はじめてそなんに短い時間できまったんからちょっとね。不安なんですよ。そのうえに　ヨーロッパスゲたかいんだよ。＠＄＠＄＃！＃＊＄＠＠　
またお金のはずだ。
貧乏ってさあ　なんでなにもできないの？
貧乏人は　人間では位置がないの？
これはいつも海外へ行く時とても思ってんだ。
ハハ
たぶんもっと安い国行った方がいい。

生まれたとき。何にもないね。ままじゃん？
でも大人になったら　これ　それ　あれ　がほしいんだ。
お金お金お金。
まあいいや。
イイかばん買いたい。


12:16 AM


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