Tuesday, October 28, 2008
recently have been stuck on this particular song with its melody and lyrics
and some how whether it is sung quickly or rearranged to be slow
it gives me goosebumps.
originally i didnt understand the lyrics.. so then i went to find one of the videos with the english subtitled lyrics.
and PIIKA!
just as i expected. the lyrics were amazing.
and know wat.
if i were to be studying overseas alone or working away from my family...
i would definitely cry when i hear this song..
there's an english version.. as they released it in Sweden first..
but i cant find it.. ahhah
the Japanese one is equally good:)
OHH! i found the english one on youtube!!! WHoo!!
haha but then their english lyrics really sounds quite weird
like its direct translation from their jap lyrics.. hhaha.. grammatical errors.. what's wrong with the lyricist?! hahah i think he's a japanese as well.. ahhah
i think i'll just stick to their jap version:) seems to be brimming with more feelings..
hahha
:)
Miso soup .. i think in my case if ever.. it would be my potato soup:)
I cant find one on youtube that has the english translations
:( but crunchyroll has..:)
haha..
if i can i would put the english lyrics up..:)
music is such an amazing thing the way it hits that point
and then i think how amazing the composer and lyricist are.. :)
1:44 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
sometimes the drifting apart is really something that cannot be helped.
be it between colleagues, friends and even family.
yea... seems like anything is possible.
it is not that i am pessimistic.
i look at photos.
think of memories.
and smile.
at least it is wonderful that i have these memories,
as compared to those that have painful ones.
but me being me.
who totally love to wallow in self pity.
hmm.. actually..
its more like when i sit down there alone,
and this whole feeling of darkness engulfs me.
this strong urge to cry
and the searing ache.
haha.
it is contradicting.
i am such a weird dark person.
haha.
and that builds a wall.
i guess with that wall, it will be easier for me to breathe.
i know i have neglected alot of my friends.
and i really feel guilty.
and that's because there's this statement:
"as they say u got to give before what u are fated to recieve will come."
who's "they" who's that irritating "they"!
i feel like shouting at morals, enthics and the rules.
who is freakin hell is the 'they"!!!!
there isnt anyone like that alive.
there isnt anyone that noble, that pure, that forgiving.
its all a lie.
total bullshit.
7:27 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
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HORA! :)
this is what i got after doing the test from wq's blog:):):) too doo..
haha i think its kinda true and ideal:):):) heheh..
9:43 PM
it has been mroe then two years!! so quick so quick :)
hayaku hayaku...!! oomg:)
anways..w at cna i say.
time doesnt stop for anyone does it..
the sun never doesnt rise nor does it never doesnt set
negative negative equals positive.
rambling helps
no it does not..
there are really quite alot of turmoil around
and i can only seek solace in family and maybe some friends
ahhah how unlucky..
those frens are whom i seek solace in..
hhahah why unlucky
cuz who likes listening to other people blabber and woes?..
;)
wink wink wink..
my family situation is changing to a direction that i am not really fond of.
i mean..
yea..
i know its a sooner or later thing that there are addtions to our family
but then is it too early.
i want it to be the same old 6 people.
seems liek it would never be..
i kinda dislike it when my siblings treat home like hotel
the home that i treasure and love and find comfort in.
yet they treat it so cheaply and without emotions..
it sort of steps all over my pride..:(
lalalalala
i guess.. it is really hard for me to accept people into the circle of mine which i call family
12:38 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
raining raining xi la lala
hahah seems like i have been blogging quite often yea...
hahaha one of my favourite ways to vent..
everything:)
hahahah
too doo
todya i got back my ma2311mid sem.
and UUU WAAAHHH
that'sall i can say...
the results sucks..
to say seriously.. the tears were coming.. luckily i ate food.
and then as a result i became high for the rest of the day.
lala.
KAT-TUN's new single date of release has been decided:)
too doo..
3rd of december...lalalla...
someone's bdae...
i think..
anyways..
yea.. have been thinking quite a bit.
and then i realised that my brain is actually empty.
8:41 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
hello!!:) DOOMOOOOOOOO :)
dont u think that sometimes it is kinda fustrating to talk to someone who seems so disinterested.
so much such that you feel like boxing their ears!!:)
but then.. yea.. i am grateful to wq and kai and minhui and wanyi for listening to me go on and on and on abt the JE boys..
hahah:)
i hope they dont feel like boxing my eyes out..
i'm still coughing like i have got TB. hahah i wheeze so bad that i think my heart might just pop out of my mouth. haha
i cant breathe!! omg
haha
i have an essayt assign due this fri:( and i havent started
and the stoopid stats project
and the jap skit and the midi file!! oh wo de tian!
hahhaha
i cant wait for exams to come and be over.
really worried for a few of the modules.
sucks!!!!!:(
toodoo
today i am quite in a good mood cuz i talked to angela about the je guys:) hehe..
angela from my jap ta class:) yays!:)
we talked for like AN HOUR:) hahaha
she likes NEWS's massu:)
hhhee.
i think i am so different from my frens such tat they might even thinjik that i am a weirdo !! OMG haha
look at how they like the english shows and models and stars..
i'm like huh?
hehehhe
asia asia ah
:)
toodoo... everything is getting harder...
and i think my lungs are failing.. omg hahha
dont u think that sometimes it is kinda fustrating to talk to someone who seems so disinterested.
so much such that you feel like boxing their ears!!:)
but then.. yea.. i am grateful to wq and kai and minhui and wanyi for listening to me go on and on and on abt the JE boys..
hahah:)
i hope they dont feel like boxing my eyes out..
i'm still coughing like i have got TB. hahah i wheeze so bad that i think my heart might just pop out of my mouth. haha
i cant breathe!! omg
haha
i have an essayt assign due this fri:( and i havent started
and the stoopid stats project
and the jap skit and the midi file!! oh wo de tian!
hahhaha
i cant wait for exams to come and be over.
really worried for a few of the modules.
sucks!!!!!:(
toodoo
today i am quite in a good mood cuz i talked to angela about the je guys:) hehe..
angela from my jap ta class:) yays!:)
we talked for like AN HOUR:) hahaha
she likes NEWS's massu:)
hhhee.
i think i am so different from my frens such tat they might even thinjik that i am a weirdo !! OMG haha
look at how they like the english shows and models and stars..
i'm like huh?
hehehhe
asia asia ah
:)
toodoo... everything is getting harder...
and i think my lungs are failing.. omg hahha
NEWS.. sighs.. i cant find a larger pic:(... 
and Nishikido Ryo:) my favourite:):):):) although he's not exactly the best looking as compared to some others.. and i think he has the most matured and balanced image and character:):)
his smile is SOOO wide:):) but yet to find one proper photo of him smiling.. so till then... lalala entertaining myself:) WHOO~
his smile is SOOO wide:):) but yet to find one proper photo of him smiling.. so till then... lalala entertaining myself:) WHOO~
3:22 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
haha. i finally confirmed my allergy to panadol..
omg to think that i thought that it was just panadol cold.
panadol extra did the same thing.
my eyes looks as if they have been boxed up.
omg..
it sucks to be sick when ur mum is not around and
omg. i swear i am gonna take care of my medicine from now on!! because my medicine is always used up by the time i need it.
omg i skipped som today .. hurhur and plus calligraphy.. shitz..
wat a waste of money but i really cannot make it ah..
haha.. i look like a pig head ..
and the only consolation i can get is.. WHOOO
watching NEWS and KAT-TUN the WHOLE afternoon:)
wat a luxury!!!:)
got back my jap mid sems today!:)
did quite well..
just that i have been writing shi and tsu of katana wrongly for so long and didnt even realised and got deducted 1 pt ... lucckily there wasnt much of 'them' to be written
hhahaha :)
overall.. yea... quite happy with jap.
now left with 2137 and 2311...and som..
omg pleas.e.. let me do fine... i need something to confirm my effort..
HORA!!! pig eyes. !!! looks quite yucky ne...ahhhaha
4:53 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
the torturous week is finally over.
omg u cant imagine how thankful i am for this week to be over.
trendy prof marks damn fast and he has given us back our results..
i did average.. but quite happy that i manage to score well for one question but quite worried as well cuz the questions that i didnt score well is gonna constitute to a major portion of the module.
wth.
and econs was.. bleah.
i studied the hardest for it yet.my results like shit.
Data analysis was KOWAIEEEEE
omg supa scarey chan yiu man
hehhee
i had calligraphy lesson yesterday and i was so tired that by the end of the lesson my eyes were swollen.. and i had to stop by the road to close my eyes and rest for a while before continuing my drive home. i couldnt see properly!!
yes.. today i shall indulge myself in some mopping around and slacking around
i'll start studying again tmr!!:)
oh back to calligrahpy!! ahhahahaha i finished the poem like 2 weeks ago
have been practising the words again and then i will write the poem on plain rice paper..
yesterday's writing was not bad.. haha i hope next week when i start on plian rice paper it will be fine!:)
it feels kinda weird that the house doesnt have my mum..
sighs...
and ah boy :(
there's only like me and my younger brother..
so.. empty
hhaaha.
wth.
news new single happy birthday is quite nice!:) catchy pop. hahaha
there isnt many subbed videos of their live performances yet.. cant wait for more!!:)
and since NEWS new single is out..
i guess KAT-TUN's one should be in a month or two..
by the end of the year they should have another one..
HEHEHEHE WHOO.
9:33 AM
Thursday, October 09, 2008
the empty homethat i return to.
the echo i am home shoots at me.
the stomach turning
the unexplanation urge to think and
the feeling of something that is unfathomable
too embarassing to talk about
too negative to mention.
i dont remember
people should not remember and care as well.
feeling more than you know what i am
the emptiness and the tightness suffocating
afraid to give too selfish to give
results in the today
its too late to change
there is no way to change
to learn to give and love wholeheartedly
unconditionally
that's where should begin
and that's where it should end.
unable to do that
inconfident of the that.
so i guess this is the all for me.
the end of the path of my life.
i really really don't see a future me.
and i cannot live down to earth without knowing what holds for me.
5:30 PM
Friday, October 03, 2008
i just had my first mid term. erm.. jap..
i prepared the least for it.. cuz seriusly its rather hard to perpare foor it ..
i mean there's nothign to understand vocab just a bit more to brush up..
but then i think i am gonna fare rather badly.
shit shit shit
they taklk so fast i cant catch!!
and the horrifying pick out the error and correct it section was.. omg.. electricfying.
:(
die la.
12:25 PM
dubberyewkew:):) this is the female lead:):) heheheheh.. and i just got to tell u again that she's same age as us.. WHOO!:) u can see her in a few dramas... where she became freakin popular today.. ask me k!! after exams:) den u got all the time and luxury to watch tv:)
12:22 PM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
WHOOOO NEWS "SNEWWWWWWW SINGLEEEEEEEEEEE:):)
4:18 PM