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Sunday, November 29, 2009

i cant stand some of the people i know are.
actually.
i am shallow as well.
but takes one to know one ya.

i always had this group of friends..
would i call them friends actually?
hmm.
they're too different in character from me i think
it was only recently that i felt how different people can be in terms of tolerance and "heart".

i think shallowness, selfishness and materialistic characteristics are perfectly fine.
but then.
there's this bunch of pple i know that seem to have the disease of hard-heartedness.
they laugh ruthlessly and criticise without putting themselves in our shoes.
of cus we cant do that in eveyr situation, trying to understand people.
but there are definitely those where there's nothing to laugh about and comment yet they do.
i really feel they are ...
plus.
they rate others.
that's why i dislike talking around them.
because i have pride to.
rather strong one,
i don't like the poking they do.
sometimes i wish they could just shut up and be thankful for what they have.

there're a few friends that i am really worried about.
but i dont know what to do.
and. moreover its really uneasy for me to share some problems:(
because once i tell someone, whenever i see that someone it reminds me of the problem or unhappiness i once had, even though its over.
its like tainting the person i confide in.

how i wish i lived in a world of television scripts.:)
if my life could be just half that exciting and more importantly straightforward as in the shows.
正直言うと、わたしの人生これからどうなるか全然わからない。
全然自信が無い。いい生活できるんだなぁ？　
時々もうやだ、生きていること。
いつもわたしの人生のことしか考えない。やだやだ。このわがまま、めんどくさいこと。
大きい意味があるしごとをみつけれととても幸せなことだとおもってる。
でも　どうしょう　みつけられない。　今まで。


12:10 AM


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

i didnt get the tickets.. Yeap.. But sort of expected it.

The closer the blinder the more insensitive a person gets. general theory..
:)
Smile smile and smile.


10:53 AM

it gets to me too many times.

なんでいつもわたしなの。
あんたはだれ。そんな友達いらない。
わたしのせいですか。
時々ね。。つかれたよ。あんたといっしょにのじかん。
ちょっと　嫌　なった


12:01 AM


Monday, November 09, 2009

地味だなぁぁ　私の人生が。。

Arashi's new single:) release 11th nov 2009. Which family would have 5 such good looking brothers la.. wa theeeeee
;) cheeko


8:58 PM


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