Sunday, May 27, 2007
coffee and tea.
i always felt that coffee was not very yar-mee to drink.
tea was always better.
at any place or time i would rather a cup of steaming hot tea as compared to a cup of coffee, black or not.
only exceptions would be when i have cravings for fraps.
all of a sudden, when i was drinking teh si iced today i realised something.
it's very sweet.
very very smothering sweet.
only then i realised the reason why some love coffee.
coffee and tea.
they both have caffine.
they both aren't very healthy.
especially with milk, sugar and more condensed milk.
tea.
with milk and sugar added in it.
it just tastes like the amount sugar and milk.
the strong tea aroma is no longer there.
coffee is bitter.
no matter how much sugar and milk you add in it.
it's still bitter.
it is still coffee.
9:45 AM
Friday, May 25, 2007
happy birthday phong!:)
19 yrs old.
old freak
:)
bye pups.
12:22 AM
小乌龟。
风会吹。
它不会走。
since when did i start hating to make decisions.
since when did i start to mess my priorities.
since when did i start to wish that i wasnt here.
since when did i start to hope that i neednt feel so burdened.
since when did i start to want to be the one being waited for.
since when did i start to want to not to care.
since when did i start to change.
12:17 AM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
have i led a too instructed life?
a too comfortable one?
should i continue to believe that they make the best decisions for me?
should i continue to believe that they dont deserve to be hurt?
should i continue to believe that i should be there?
should i continue to believe that i must continue standing?
i dont know.
i really dont know.
anything.
anything.
i have no idea.
i have no goal all of a sudden.
they clash.
my objectives for doing stuff starts to clash.
like harlow is it that hard to make a decision?
ya. it is very hard.
but i've got a deadline.
a deadline.
11:32 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
the heart twitched.
the strings tugged.
lalaaa ta da dee dummm dumm
i've got no time to think about it.
i dont wanna think about it.
lalaalaa ta daa dee dumm dummm
why does it have to be..
why does it have to be me...
lalaaalaaalaa taaaa daa dee dumm dumm
useless.
useless freak.
u cant even handle such a life.
how u gonna take it next time.
loser.
laalaa taa daa deeeee dumm dummm
good night.
sleep tight.
please dont have anymore dreams.
thanks.
2:13 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
...
...
...
i'm exhausted.
i'm thoroughly exhausted.
how i wish i would just drop dead and be able to rest in peace.
12:59 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
baaa..paaa..praaaa..paa..
:) balalapapa..
:):)
hmmss..
almost fainted of hunger yesterday night..
haha..
crazy wahhaha.. even huihui can faint of hunger.
like wat the hell.. haha my gastric was so bad i couldnt figure out in time how to use my NEW IPOD::) soo cool.. hahah wait for my brother to be back to help me!:)
let me count... i went to the toilet like umpteens times last night for like different reasons.
ee yerr.. huihui so gross..
haha..
cant wait for the bbq tonite:):)
i always enjoyed them!:)
haha.. yay yay yay
and dotaing later.:)
cool shit... clinxz is cool shit man!:):)
la la la la la...
now wat am i doing?..
slacking at work.. doing othing in the office i bet the boss can see wat i'm doin hahhaa.. cuz i could see my com puter screen from his room..
my big boss hip eh!:)
haha..
snail mail snail mail..
sigh... there's so much i wanna sya but can say...
neh mind.. i've got my snail mail express to help me!:)
hurhur..
10:06 AM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAE MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:):):)
happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~ :)
i love you.
haha. although i noe it's impossible that youll see this . hehe.
3:42 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
wat you think originally may not bear fruit.
will bear fruit.
wat you think originally will bear fruit.
may not bear fruit.
wat can i say.
i' m bored with life fustrated with it feeling scared of it. feeling freaked out by it.
i cant stand it.
but i must stand it.
i heard it.
i heard the voice yesterday.
nothing will come out of it i know.
i know it.
cuz.
it's me.
it's just me so nothing will come out of tit.
come on.
i hope amng my buddies i'm the only one..
wq. i'm sure u'l find urs soon.
no need to feel lonely:)
i'm ur spare tyre.
hahah.
i'm straight ah.
ahhaha
i mean u can always look for me to go out or something:)
Phongsie pok and phy pok.
hahha
u two are like in the same situtation..
deterred by the ARM-Y haha...
only diff is that one has started the other hasnt.
:)
we are a different bunch of pok heads man.. we're not normal.
so the stuff will turn out right man!
it'll turn out right. :)
wah
huihui big consultant.
hahah
crazy and then that's becuz she has nothing to do
I WANNA GO BACK TO CJC!
11:08 AM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
huihui has gone mad.
saying hi and bye to everyone.
and talking to pple whom she actually got to know.
crazy freak.
but.
she is a happy crazy freak.
she misses school.
she misses her frens.
she misses her family.
this year she feels more loved den ever.
she is afraid it'll not last.
just like how it didnt in the past.
she wants to believe
she wants to believe that it'll be different from the past.
it could be different.
it may be dfferent.
it should be different.
it will be different.
it must be different.
come on man.
dont-know-how-many faced freak.
face up.
head up.
walk with your head high up.
believe wat needs to be believed in.
and
walk with your head high up.
11:41 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
i was at the FIRST ROW I WAS AT THE FIRST ROW
hahah
but ah.. first row ah.. ahha my neck aches ah..
but i saw their faces freakin carefully. i absorbed their expressions and music totally...
i totally couldnt bear to blink oh my god..
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!
HAHHAHA:)
my god.
although there was this part where the phantom was singing on top of me dangling in mid air. so i didnt manage to see.. sigh.. wat a sad case. BUT OTHER DEN THAT!
THE FREAKIN SOLDIER AND CONDUCTOR WAs wat the hell in my face!!! hahaha
my god..
i cantwait for my next musical!!
:)
i am gonna watch chitty chitty bang bang man!! i am GOING TO!!!!
11:20 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
10:40 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
my gosh.. huihui is so emo shit la.
hahha..
this post i have DECIDED shall be a HAPPY ONE!!
went to have dinner with jh hs jes and sarah!!:)
how retarded can we get.. seriously,
never had such a hearty laugh since dont when shit. haha.
huihui totally has the bitch word spelt across her face.
hopeless freak eh. haha.
posted a letter out today. haha
while writing the letter yesterday i was feeling like so down. felt so much better after writing everything down.
actually i was contemplating whether to send it. and since
when i asked the people around decided to have a stamp.
so by fate, i just had to post it out.
cuckoo shit.
feeling a lil overwhelmed now.
this weird sense of happiness wells up in me whenever i read someone's post.
haha.
someone about someone.
aiya
huihui is weird.
the man whom i met twice in the same outfit was even weirder.
crazy fella.
haha.
hmm.. i doubt many would understand.
hahas.
:)
sigh. i just had to type sigh.
there were many times when i think back now how i survived last yr.
the freakin pressure from everywhere.
and the overwhelming timetable i had.
superwoman eh me last yr.
haha. My skin has thickened over time.
haha. i am surprised. i am surprised that i pull through. and did not get depression.
haha.
crazy shit.
i can do it this year too man.
with last yr at the back of my head.
i think. i think. i can pull through anything and everything.
mrs low said her 2 yrs in hcjc were the worst in her life.
haha.
should i agree with her.
yea. should be maybe maybe not?
i love choir man.
i'll always do.
even if it had brought me shit before.
it also brought me character, results, and eq.
sun with phy was crazazy.
haha..
phong is retarded la.
haha.
haha.
phong thinks huihui is damn cool.
so does phy.
cuz huihui noes how to impersonate PEOPLE!
so hip!
haha.
aiya phy. go talk to the brother la.
and the moron will start spitting soon.
haha.
12:25 AM
