Thursday, July 31, 2008
the light amidst of the darkness.
haha the glistening "foolishness" in phy's eyes
and our current hot guy... DOMO KUN:):)
DOMO DOMO DOMO DOMO DOMO
10:37 PM
omg i just found out today that renfu just had his second child with ji qin.
and like
its a boy
their first child was a girl
wah ah perfect life one girl one boy..
and plus one afer the other damn best eh, the first child was given birth in like oct? nov??
and now it is like august?? its like almost immedately
a bit the too fertile ah..
and they really really dont take pics togteher often damn hard to find their photos!! OMG
i think the 2nd is a new born so there's only the photo of the couple and their first daughter.
TA DAAAAA
and like
its a boy
their first child was a girl
wah ah perfect life one girl one boy..
and plus one afer the other damn best eh, the first child was given birth in like oct? nov??
and now it is like august?? its like almost immedately
a bit the too fertile ah..
and they really really dont take pics togteher often damn hard to find their photos!! OMG
i think the 2nd is a new born so there's only the photo of the couple and their first daughter.
TA DAAAAA
akanishi and ryo-chan STILL looks better when a little kid ah.. hehe cuter than renfu's baby.. ;)
nishikido ryo... kuchi kuchi omg damn cute:):)
this is the ONLY young akanishi pic i can find! ai --errrr.. soo adorable. i rather him like that actually hurhur..
the young yamapi and ryo-chan. and u know wat. i am starting to like yamapi tonnes. too much.. huihui is getting too much... ;) cheeko. 
this one ah this one.. HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA i couldnt stop laughing when i saw it. its like my screen saver:) never fails to bring a smile to my face with the fatty cheeks and "sly" eyes. HAHAHA this is a new introduction. yes yea yes.. my darling friends..HEHE since you guys ALWAYS hear me talk abt them :):) this is matsumoto jun. a senior of the rest above :) (i think i told u all before already watever la i repeated so many times to everyone who was willing to listen HEHE)
this matsumoto jun foto isUUBBBBAAAAA cute:)
matsumoto jun is the domoyouji/ daomingsi (watever the spelling is) of the Jap version of hana yori dango. and he is the lead actor/student of gokusen 1 and blah blah. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE
I WANNA watch the HANA YORI DANGO MOVIE!!!
:( it is out in japan and it is announced to be on the top of the rank. number one box office hit for 2 weeks eh!!!! omg jap version is actually better then the taiwan one esp the season 2.
and i was looking into tokyo's living expenses right.
the movie tickets in japan cost....
drumroll...
1,800 yen
let me do the conversion for you.
100 yen --> ard S$1.33
1,800 yen --> is a whopping S$23 ROUND DOWN SOMEMORE
Oh my god.
its damn ex to watch a movie.
I REALLY REALLY hope hana yori dango movie comes to singapore although i highly doubt that it would:(:(
I guess i just have to add the dvd to my wishlist or to buy soon list.
:(:(
I WANT TO WATCH THE FREAKIN THING IN THE MOVIE THEATRE LA!
:(:(:(:(
hurhur this post was meant to be short and to e stopped after posting the foto of renfu's happy family. who knows it became my idoitic fan girl raving rant abt them. HURHUR
distracted and straying from pt.
that's why i havent succeeded in anything.
12:35 AM
Friday, July 25, 2008
OH MY GOD YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!!
YAMAPI WRITES NOTES ON HIS PAGE IN FACEBOOK!!!!!!!!!
omg.
weiqin i know you are damn excited. dont try to hide.
12:51 PM
i totally got a splitting headache!! ARGH irritating
actually u know wat.
Akanishi is REALLY super hot.
hurhur random thought.
no la. just needed something to rave about.
let's see..
wed was out with some people
thurs was out with some people
today is going out with one person
tmr hm. i dont know. i dont think i'm gg for class gathering since the clique is not going.
no wonder i have a splitting headache.
i havent been sleeping early! nor well!
omg. hangover from Rum & raisin icecream.
like wq said 101 good-child.
bleah.
why cant they have KAT-TUN on tv:( tv nowadays ais really damn boring.
lalalalala.. too doo loo..
i really hope bidding goes well..
i kinda hope to go back to school soon. i feel like i have been bumming around too much.
hehehe.
work really really sucks when u get the feeling that your boss is trying to squeeze u dry and make full use of u before you leave?.
i really hate that no matter how mush she has favoured me.
becuz that is like being treated as a working machine and someone with no limits and no feeling.
bravo bravo. sayendo.
too doo
end of year quickly come
exam quickly over
application quickly approve.
go-and-see-dad trip quickly come.
actually right my life is really boring.
its just made up of family friends work teevee and computer OH! and i forgot school conveniently HURHUR
yes. the sep trip motive 1 is so that i can be on the same land as KAT-TUN ahha the crazy things i am capable of.
motive 2 is so that i can have somethign on my pathetic undergrad life.
motive 3 which was rrecently formed and i think is going to b the most important would be testing my independence and to see if i can take school life without my mum and dad for my furthur studies.
yup i'm determined to do my masters and am quite sure i will do it immedately after graduating. but today i am having second thoughts. because of the number of people who says its better to work first.
gross.
its freaking expensive to study overseas.
err. can i just type in any question into google?
can i ask?
can i ask why do i have to live life?
can i ask why do i have to live life to the fullest as so many insist on?
12:26 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
i miss australia. like i didn't think i would miss it like that.
haha.
we've been back for a few days now.
and i just got an extension by my boss to work all the way till the 8th of August.
omg
so hardworking little girl
haha
but i cant help it anyway.
this sem's timetable is quite a horror.
my core modules' lecture are all on Mon and thurs omg
remember freakin science mods have lectures twice a week.
darn draining on my schedule.
haha but wat to do for my SEP
the thing is that i'll only recieve the confirmation details by Keio University in Nov Dec.
Originally i wanted to do 4 core but then, after thinking that there MIGHT might ah, (omg please dont reject me),be a chance of not beign able to go, so i decided that I shall stick with 3 core this sem.
if i DO go, den when i come back i shall do 4 as a price to pay for a good time there:):)
i really got to go, if not my undergrad years will be nothing man, with no results nor non-acad stuff.
during these two weeks with weiqin and yan we spoke quite abit.
haha of cuz we see each other every day.
it kinda surprised me.
because frankly, when we were singapore in school we didnt do much of these talks. haha. HTHT. damn gross.
i talk to kai and phy most of the time, cause it just.. comes naturally, plus we go out often too, liek u know romantic date ahha.
but the trip was fufilling.
at least i know i gained another two whom i can talk to even more freely about some stuff.
omg.
i so want to do this.
BFF FOREVERRRRXXZZZ
i have to agree that some stuff have changed or maybe it was just that way and i took too long to realise.
but to me i guess. its more important that those closer to my heart didnt change.
fortunately the ones who did werent originally close.
we gotta look on the bright side ya.
i always believe i did or i tried to play my part of the friendship.
its my principle of life anyway. to do my part.
so. since some relations have 变质till its no longer worth it to pull back.
i guess i should just let it go.
yea. its a big big thing. but life is more than that right.
right now, at this moment, i would just like to thank my lucky stars for making me realise that sometimes, effort really pays off, and i, right now, possess that few friendships that only after so long, that i must and will truly treasure.
11:48 AM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
whoo hoo i'm finally home yesterday night.
and wait wait i need to do something
THANK YOU PAP for the wonderful transport system Spore has
and the nightrider and everything.
and of cuz the low fees for transport omg.
hurhur crazy.
anyways. this trip has been really long and cold and everything but boring.
we had tonnes of adventures that i cant wait to tell everyone.
i think it can be published into a book already
hurhur
like (HQYK)square misfits in australia and like the 18days 24/7 facing ong wei qin.
hhahahahahahhahahah omg i'm damn farni.
i'm like back to work and school will be starting in less den a months time and i've got to load my pics.
yesterday immedately i took out the things for my family.
i love the way how i could separate them into little heaps and give the heaps to them.
i spent almost all my money prolly only a couple of tens left. uhur and not to mention that i withdrew from the bank there as well:(
i really hope my family can fit into the clothes i bought for them seems like i have bought too big for most f the clothing:(
i think i should have boght more for my mum. seems like i bought quite little for her:( shitzzzzz
hurhur
I apologise if i havent been answering calls or smses.
i think my phone bill end of this month is gonna explode:*(
S$2.37 / min eh! and i spoke at least 3 mins plus each time and i made quite a lot of calls home. omg. can die and the tonnes of sms that chua theng theng wasted.
brisbane and melbourne is really rather different,
melbourne is more like singapore. it has the singapore feeling.
whereas brisbane felt like a different place. it felt like it was really different.
but i love the pace of life of Brisbane. i love the way how they wake up early end early rest early.
but seriously drunk angmohs are really scarey.
omg
they should really go get banged down by cars.
but the people there are really nice and service in everywhere especially clothes shop is top-notch.
the DFOs were amazing.
and yes, yan, kk was right. me and qin started to miss bao bei. omg. we were like baobei-ing on our first day in mel. you two are gross la.
I'm in office now and have my cam! BUT i got no usb port to load the pics up. another day la huh:)
I would really love to thank yan for accomodating us and allowing us to impose ourselves on u for like 10 days. and to wei qin's brother too! i feel bad making him sleep on the floor in his own apartment.
and ofcuz to ong qin qin whom i should murder soon since she now knows ALL my unglam and disgusting moments.. but hehe. i also got your unglm moments. hurhur. Yan cant run away as well.. heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
and MAMA AND PAPA!!:) thank you. :(i really did miss both of you i just didnt know how to say it upfront to both of u. i mean we have never done these huggs and kisses thingy since young. :(
lalallalalaallalalalallaaala. photos will be uploaded here in case i lose my cam or com or smthg.
10:16 AM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
6 7 8 10 12
people do change as time ticks away
change for the better for the worse
sometimes. it really is for the better but then it becomes such that the better irritates others.
I dont make sense
but
hey
only when you dont make sense then would you se wat you need to improve on.
at least that's what i think for myself
its kinda early in the morning now.
and it's cold and raining.
the emo feeling is coming.
but i like the feeling of being awake in the early morning when the rest are sleeping.
it gives me the feeling that I am the only sober one.
which.
sadly.
rarely happens or is true when the rest are awake.
the insecurities that human have is unpredictable.
the need to be tolerant and to try to not people tolerant of is kinda tiring
that's why I have no extra dangling energy to do stuff like make new friends or watever.
qin asked me if i would want to move out after i am capable of it
without thinking i said no.
at least for now i dont think so
why would i want to be alone when i have a whole house of people to depend on and not be depended on instead
i want to choose.
I want to choose to depend on people instead of not having a choice but to jump out i want to.
i want to.
then it becomes selfish of me.
as according the same people who do it.
but why cant i
if others can be why must i not be.
no.
they only use their mouth and say and say me
then they themselves dont practice what they preach.
it freakin pisses and irritates the shit out of me.
no.
shit.
this rambling is becoming a little bad.
5:26 AM
Saturday, July 05, 2008
it has been several days since i and qin have been in australia.
it's ok i guess.
i got mixed feelings
hahaha
OMG
ITS DAMN BLOODY COLD
ITS DAMN BLOODY COLD
and i miss my family:(
8:46 PM