Saturday, November 29, 2008
it just gets so freaking irritating sometimes.
how i wish i could let every thing go and scream.
AHH
idoit.
10:52 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
once again.
it has happened.
11:38 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
exams starts on tuesday! oo
tomorrow i'm gonna wake up at 630 to go to the temple to pray.
got this unsettling feeling.
and after exams i've got so much stuff to do.
to live back the life i need
haha.
this semester has been amazing and a total test to my determination attention span
how can a pile of books and undo-able question compete against the television, crunchyroll, KAT-TUN, NEWS, Arashi.
hurhur
i guess yea..
we'll only get wat we deserve, or less.
never more. even with luck.
I have got to apologise, but then I dont know how to..
ah-hem.. :(
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i want to watch letters from iwojima now.. cuz of nino..
arh! sould ave caught it in the teatres when everyone was talking about it!!!:(
10:43 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
today i had a GREAT surprise!!
damn touched and loss for words!! hahaha
and being the usual un-fun me.. i dont know how to react to make the atmosphere happy! hahaha
but being my darling frenssss...
:) they obviously didnt say anything!:)
to da bits..
:)
we had fun and idoitic time at macs.
hahahhaha
omg
the freakin small chairs.. ahhaha i swear i thought i was going to break them!!! luckily neh..
hahahaahaha:)
anyways..
i have this indescribable feeling now:)
feel so loved:)
heeeee
tat i wish that today would never end and tmr will never come!!:)
this bdae has been really.. hmmmmmmmmmm
touching!!!:)
and then.. yessssssss...
it has shown to me more clearly about some stuff!!!
and made me and assure me to continuing in believing in some stufffff
i guess..
time tells it all:)
THANK YOU MY SUBSET!!!!!!!:)
love all of you guys!!
THANK YOU for the "mind" you put on me
and the effort on me despite the exams and busy schedulessss
i'm such a b***h sometimes.. and i know u guys noe it but still accept me as a friend!!
and treat me as an important friend!!!
and plus..
yea..
i actually feel i'm not worth it... hahaa... omg.. i can hear kai or rather feel kai rolling her eyes!!!
hahaha :)
a huge huge thank you to all of you and those who remember and wished me on this birthday which spells the end of teenagehood for me and to remind to BE A MAN!
hahhah WOMAN!!!:)
THANk YOU!!! HUGSSS
p.s. please please.. omg the unglam photos:( ahhaha no la kidding ANYTING LA WTH!!!
UNGLAM TOGETHERRRR !!!:) WHOO it's the COOLEST!!:)
and dubberyewkew
Thanks for the ride home. i want to steal ur car! hurhur
10:42 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
my sister's boyfriend's nm assignment:):) watch it!:) starring : my grandfather and coke zero.
9:53 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
the song that totally hits me now!
the voice is super duper...
and toda erika is soo preetty:) yes.. the death note girl..hurhur
this is the theme song of this drama i am waiting painfully for every week with nishikido ryo and toda erika and ninomiya.. ninomiya is one ofthe characters in the movie "letter to iwoja" or whatever the japanese island is...
this song is totall tear jerking especially if it is with the storyline about their murdered parents.. kinda makes me feel thankful i do have a complete family. and i really think although we get so pissed with them so often, we should never forget to love them because they'll be th eones who will love you back unconditionally.. they wont be the only ones hopefully but at least for know they are the ones.
by Nakashima Mika
6:58 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
just ended our last japanese 1 lecture..
and then at the end.. nagami sensei.. actually did a like ppt.. that was yea.. touching:(
sigh.. wat a pity it couldnt come out in time..
sigh...
could see the disappointment on his face..
japanese 1 right... although it gave me some sort of stress.. and takusan amt of work..
but then i was happy to do it..
and was more than happy to do extra..
yea..
now i know why kai loves learning the language..
i think i will go on learning the language..
thanks to the wonderful headstart of feelings this group of japanese 1 senseis have instilled in me
it made me fall in love with the language so much more
now even if i dont have NEWS or KAT-TUN
i think i will carry on learning and learning the language..
its the spirit of the teachers and gives me the motivation to carry
like like..
how much effort they put into teaching us..
how much effort they put into preparing for us..
the enthusiam they have when teaching us..
sighs..
this is the first tiime i'm sad that it has ended.. and wished that it would just go on go on..
like jc.. like secondary school..
yea.. hahah sounds kinda corny..
but i feel quite sad that i wont be having the same type of atmosphere and lesson together with my japanese classmates anymore:(
it feels like jc graduation... when u know it is no more possible to have class together anymore
i guess when one grows older.. they get more easily attached emotionally..
like like...
it has only been that short three months..
this semester has flew past..
and altough it has been a crazy and no life semester for me..
i actually felt that it is so far the most meaningful semester..
sigh.. maybe i'll just burst out crying if ever the lessons lasted longer than these 3 months..
:(:(
yea.. proud to be learning a language..
and after that i am even more not sure of the path that i am currently walking upon.
the working situation that i am going to face when i step into the working world..
how i wish human relations would be just like japanese 1 class..
where everyone works hard together and laugh together and help each other from the questions of sensei..
overwhelming feelings..
hahah maybe becuz i am pms-ing
who knows..
hahha..
i onlty know that now i feeling kinda terrible..
and upset that japanese classes with thiose wonderful classmates and teachers and atmostphere has ended... and it is going to be difficult to get that feeling with the other subjects.. :(
to say seriously...
i feel really at ease when i am in japanese class..
maybe becuz i amwell prepared and now wat to prepare unlike my core modules..
have i really chosen the correct major.. i dont know
now.. hahha i have written quite a bit while looking around looking around..
i actually really feel that i want to do japanese studies instead..
like it is something i am interested in.. and amazed by..
i feel happier learning abt human culture and behaviour..
there's life in the subject..
ofcuz.. stats also has life if not i wouldnt have chosen it above maths..
but then its a different life..
hahah seems like i rather be surrounded by warmth of human spirit
YES! i finally found the word.. warmth of human spirit.
in learning and educating..
rather than..
teaching because u need to... or learning becuz u need to..
or learnign only wat u need to.
the extra curiousity of wanting to learn and the sensei's fulfilling the student's request to learn
is wat i believe to allow us to grow in the subject.
for some its maths.. chem... social arts.. media.. stats..
yea.. i guess having a teacher who loves u and treats u like a proper student and a child..
is wat we need..
like our jap teachers and trendy professor and maybe chan yiu man...
haha i have forgotten how it feels like to be educated in the .. i-dont-know-how-to-explain kind of way..
and yea...
the japanese course has reminded me!
ah!
i remember already...
the sort of sc kind of way..
where the motto the wonderful principal and teachers has set to be the "love" education..
ofcuz not all teachers were..
some where though..
hhaha
i believe when ms heng taught students it would be the same..
yea..
i really rather live in my own little elephant tooth tower.
never wanting to face the reality
and to be sheltered my whole life.
2:06 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
omg.. i am in total shock.
hahah
gong li now holds a singapore passport.
shocku shocku.
ahhahaa
i bet the gov totally jumped and approved her appln immed
but then what made her want to apply for ur citizenship..
hahha she just made it more valuable.
hahah we can go around saying one extra thing.
"Oi! don bully me or look down on me HOR!
gong li sama sama me eh. "
hurhur... so gross..
shock shock..
totally..
but she;s damn hot and pretty for a 43 yrs old..
hahah i totally dont mind her being singaporean..
she would totally INCREASE my patriotism..
WHOO! UPUP hahaha..
ah..
i wanted to say someting but i forgot..
EH! i remember already!!!
hahah
its knida ironic
that we are getting the this feeling from like THE foreign talent.
the nationalism and patroitism from THE FOREIGN talent.
huhuuuuuuuuuuu..
5:52 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
oh my god.
i really cant make it at music!!! ARGH!!!!
that one minute long midi is KILLING ME!!!!
i cant start!! when i start crap comes out!!! ARGH!!!
:( save me thunderstorm:(
2:44 AM
Monday, November 03, 2008
happy birthday happy happy birthday!!:) haha
i have many frens with birthday's during nov. and it absolutely sucks cuz it's ALWAYS exam period!!:(
never mind watever..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
WHOOO
and NEWS is releasing their new album one day after my bdae!! omg.. why not ON my birthdya den i will buy it!! AHHAHA:)
GO GO GO STUDY!!
9:52 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2008
haha here comes a full blown month of exams quiz stress and birthdays!! HAHAA
i have tonnes of frens who have birthdays in november.. omgggg
anyways.. tmr's nishikido-kun's birthday!!:)
i seriously.
i really hate projects to the core.
worse still if there's someone in ur group that have absolute NOTHINGNESS in the head
OMG wat the hell were u doing during lectures!!!
9:04 PM