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Friday, October 30, 2009

life is all about luck ya..
i probably used up a good portion of it in the beginning one quarter of my life.
there are some things no matter how mcuh u want it, and try to get it you'll never get it.
there are some things that i may wait forever, and i may try forever and will never get.
i have no one to blame.
it kinda scarey how undesirable money can be.
yet we need so much of it to live.
money is probably the scariest thing and unclean thing.
the things that we do to get , keep and save money is unbelievable.


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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

sometimes i really feel that it's the end.
i just want my own space.
why is it so difficult to get it.


9:23 PM


Saturday, October 17, 2009





people who loved One litre of Tears should watch this:)


10:04 PM


Thursday, October 15, 2009

i finally sent my invitations out today..
ahh ahh.. mendokusai..

anyways i am quite sad cuz like some of my favourite people aint here to celebrate it with me:(


10:34 PM


Thursday, October 08, 2009

so many things have been going on..
It seems so uncertain. The future's road.
I am already in year 3, i cant help but feel lost.
With the average or below average standard i wonder where will i be.
Doors keep shutting themselves on me and i?
Keep shutting windows upon myself.
I failed stochastics and have clinical's mid term later..
I can actually say clearly what i wanna do.
But the path seems to be blocked.

u know what all ur shouting is of no use.. I am gonna leave some day. I left once and uu seem to be alright with it... So my existence really don't make a difference. The time that i leave would come.. And i wouldnt turn back and look for you. Cuz i know u will never be standing there supporting me to go ahead.

I am not sure from when i started disliking the idea of having children.. Maybe because the trouble both parent and child have to go on with life is unbelievable.


10:57 AM


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