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Sunday, August 30, 2009

and i forgot! another thing! WOO congratulationsss...
Arashi's album is no.1 on album ranking last week.. selling 753,000 copies up till the 25th:)


4:20 PM

kyou wa matsumoto jun no tanjyoubi.. tanjyoubi omedetou matsumoto san! kyou mo ne.. kokuritsu no sai go no hi..
shin bun mita yo.. arashi no 10 shuu nen concert no hatsu kouen. yapari sugoi ne. ohno san naichatta ne.. kawaii:).. hontou ni.. kan dou no scene. hontou ni so ko ni itai... sugoi na.. kokuritsu.. dome wa tabun.. son na ni kireii jya nai. arashi no mina san hontou ni i shyou keimei ganbatta ne.. ii idol ga sonkeishimashita.
kyou wa kokuritsu koen no saigo no hi.. ganbatte ne arashi no mina san. watashi no kokoro wa ima watashi no jya nai. ishyoukeimei ganbatta arashi san no desu yo. chotto kimochi warui ke do, they are worth it. i hope it has been the most successful and happiest time of your lives during these three days.




2:49 PM


Friday, August 28, 2009

Possessiveness is ugly.
till recently the level of possessive was still unknown.
it finally came to light.
its uglier and scarier then i thought it would be.
life should carry on.
i insist on stopping it. making the desperate last efforts to hold on to the coldness.
so this is what it has become.
i have been having illusions the whole time.
and sank too deep into it.
4 months is really just 4 months ya.. i am overly attached.
and need help breaking the attachment.
i am just that kind of person.
i really dislike lukewarm or sort of cool friendship.
i probably underestimated my need for friends.
it really does not help when school has started and my closest friends are getting too busy.
it really does not help when my mother says things like "since you came back... when you were not here..."
it is not that i want to go over there or what ever.
it is just that i feel that i have lost my standing place and point.
i don't know where i belong.
people's life here went on well without me
the other people's life are going on well without me
i cannot seem to determine my spot already.
it seems as though there's no more space for me in both sides.
it feels exceptionally lonely.
so much that i feel i may suffocate from it one day.


9:34 PM


Wednesday, August 26, 2009


5:35 PM

i have been getting quite bad tempered these few days..
plus, i always feel something is missing!
i spoke to minhui and kai and cherie about the same thing yesterday..
i feel kinda out and weird..
and afraid paranoid and wat soever.
the feeling of lost as well
and the distraction also..
like i can be looking at the lecturer and the notes and my mind just happily wonders of to somewhere.. like arashi or my room in japan.
omg.
i need to snap out of this soon.
i am starting to feel the negative effects now.. like i am having trouble pulling my self of the whirl pool.

and seriously, for the first time ever i thought about something so often.
i really dislike it when i start to get disillusions.
ARGHH


1:42 PM


Tuesday, August 18, 2009

YAY!! today's the release of Arashi 10th anniv album!!:)

OMEDETOUUUUUU


12:23 AM


Sunday, August 09, 2009


7:27 PM


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