Saturday, June 28, 2008
lala. we are flying tonight.
and hello. my dad is returning next week only.
he was supposed to be back on this friday..
:(:(
so which means I wont be able to see him.
and not only that I wont be able to see him, I havent seen him for 3 months, i think...
it has been kinda long so i cant remember.
and plus. next week he's coming back for like. two miserable days.
and then its another 3 months.
since next week I wont be around it would be about 6 months then
that i havent seen him in real human form.
plus. ya. i dont webcam with him as well.
i mean in times like this mum comes first..
hurhur.
sometimes i wonder why this happens.
i mean its totally none of our business as in really we dont own the freaking shares or company
why do they get the money and then we just get our family like that.
er.
I mean my neighbour's husband is in the same position as my dad.
but he gets request this request that.
my papa has to fight? fight for his benefits?
err wat the hell.
the thing with cheena local SME companies.
i feel guilty not being able to be present at home next week.
:(
The freaking Keio University updated their appln forms and website.
I almost died of an heart attack.
luckily the form is generally the same just that additional document to be included with the appln forms..
WOAH LUCKY i went back to check.
hehe intuition..
too doo.
i hope my skin and lips dont crack the next 14 days:):)
11:40 AM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
oh oh oh!
i've been going out EVERYDAY this week. today will be the first day that i'm going home straight after work.
damn too much ahaha
but somehow this week seems to be the BEST week of the year as yet.
I just feel exceptionally happy and high at the end of everyday!!
:):)
monday night went out with tina qin and willie.
hahaha wat a weeeirrdd combi. but can la huh:)
we had fun talking nonsense and weiqin's eyeopening experience in phuket. HAHA
ping pong balls.
tuesday night was with the aspenites.
dinner food was really good and ex. italian fare.
but it was paid for anyway.. so i guess.. it will be fine. hurhur
wednesday evening was flying down to OG after work and getting my long awaited stockings. although i alreayd have a pair.
BUT! we made a shocking discovery yesterday!!!
they can be worn for temperatures 2-4'C
OH MY GG!
hurhur so lame.
aiya. the 'made in japan' label is enuf:)
we met tina and embarassed ourslves at the cafe and finallysettled on the old stuff. fish and co. hurhr.
becuz me and qin cant celebrate for tina on sat. we treated her to dinner:)
lala.
9:12 AM
Monday, June 23, 2008
too doo..
i think emo period of the month is here.
yea. nope i doubt it is pms.
its just this time of the month after it that i feel like weird all over.
more like the need to be comforted.
by who for what i also dont know
self pity kicks in
what a narcassist =\
sigh sigh sigh
some people are just 天才。
天才in making other feel stuff for things that they originally dont
when can it come.
lala i'm still waiting
waiting for that particular sense of selflessness.
i sometimes envy stories and fiction
the characters always seem to have a perfect relation with at least one other character.
be it family love or friends.
1:18 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
oh my god.
my working ah soh is a TOTAL BITCH
Loh Kuan Fong you are a totaly bitch!! i cant take it anymore.
i got to say the name out.
i really cant stand how sensitive u are.
you are a freaking total bitch.
miserable woman.
u are totally worse then my boss.
12:10 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
oh my gg. KAT-TUN has taken over my life again especially Akanishi.
work has been boring and I have been sucked into the world of fan stories.
like thanks.
i totally dont need someone to catch me smiling to myself in the office.
haha.
my life has been boring.
i think i overdid my SEP thing.
ahhaa
the dead line is sort of 25 june. and i am like done with it submitted everyting and everything.
haha can see how much i wanna go huh
i just peeped into the Straits Times during lunch, and i saw the article of Singapore rising in the ranks of the most expensive Asian cities to live in.
and guess which's top on the lisT?!?!
Tokeeeeyyyyyooo.
thanks.
congratulations to me
hahaha
number two is like another jap city that's next to Tok-key-yo.
Yokohama.
and surprisingly singapore is like not in top ten?!! WHY?!
HELLO! the wanton mee downstairs my office is FOUR BUCKS
like 222% the price of NUS's wanton mee.
haha. so lame.
whatever whatever.
I am SO looking forward to the holiday now.
i hope xiao yan did fine for her exams!:)
3:17 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Rules of the Taggy Quiz:
A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
My answers:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
ehh.. i'll see on what did the person betray, why and how.
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
i want to travel the world too w/o considering $$!! :):) with my loved ones.
#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
with my family next to my papa wherever the place is.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
uba. graduation and job prospects and what the stupid degree scroll w/o honours will bring me.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
when we can share times of silence comfortably, feel loved and not feel insecure and oppressed, and not needing to hide any sides of me.
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
no idea no idea. but my mum always says being loved. teevee says so too. but i think the ultimate is being loved and being loved back. but i guess that's really hard.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
mmm. why is the wait needed? depends on why i got to wait:)
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?hurhur make frens with the persona nd scheme to spoil it. crazy. of course not.
what to do? what to do. i. i. wont do anything? just like things remain as it is. if we are meant to be together we will be together:) if not the one that is meant will come along and make me realise it.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
sort of nothing. just unrest. the sep thing and my dad's job.
#10. What do you want most in life?
eh.. to leave a legacy? or rather to be remembered by something, someone.and i want to feel at peace with myself.
#11. Is being tagged fun?
er. i doubt i have been tagged, this is my first so wouldnt really know.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
working my ass off. full stop. i dont see anything. i would like to furthur my studies though at one stage. u know like get a phd or smthg
#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
family family family. eh.. and some friends.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
phong ah.. er.. she's kinda mushy nowadays. some more last time say wont. HAHA. so i guess opinions of people plus people always change, so this question is kinda not worth answering. haha.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married but poor.. i feel that nothing beats family warmth.
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
hurhur. a human with pet rights and no human rights. ;)
i want a pet that can understand what i need at moments and give it to me without me saying or explaining.
#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
worrying about my future, my dad's future, my family's future.
oh! and doing things to please people or ease situation, because i cant stand myself that way i become SUCH a low creature.
#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
demanding. indecisive. panaroid. idealist. and perfectionist in some matters.
#19. What do you define as a bad day?
err. getting scolded in the beginning of the day.or getting into disagreements and arguments. and the 'tchs' and the stares and alot alot. i am kinda easy to displease.OH! spending time on stuff that i feel wastes my time.
#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
love. but they dont really collide do they. haha.. not as if you have will have a love relation with ur friends when they are almost all females.and so why do i have to choose. - yea. i agree with phong.
tag tag tag. aiya. if i tag people. they will just get troubled. so, no thank you.
10:02 AM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i realised i have been writing alot of 'rubbish' stuff here..
like its damn ot cheerful.
hurhur
yea started work last week.
this yr it seems more comfy and cushiony for some reason.
too doo ta~~
i just finished watching another drama.
with kame as the main lead
hurhur
young guy + older female story again.
the same relation of akanishi's anego
haha
in the show they mentioned alot abt commercial slogans
and then i realise there are really ones that can hit greatly and years after we can still rmb
unlike lately most adverts are like... er.. meaningless..
haha.. or rather they dont have the 'moving 'point behind..
make sme wonder how it went through the management of the company and made it on air.
doesnt make sense does it
its not like i'm the only one who thinks that its kinda...
nitez**
12:46 AM
Sunday, June 08, 2008
the time of the sunset,
when the sky is dyed blood red,
everything becomes tainted with red,
just like blood.
the dog so loyal and assuming,
the wolf ready to attack anytime.
in the time of sunset,
when everything is dyed blood red,
when both the good and bad are tainted with the redness.
i can no longer differentiate
i can no longer see
the difference between the two.
-Time between Dog and Wolf.
12:42 AM
Thursday, June 05, 2008
i just cant wait for 28th to come
:):)
i hope the time now to 28th pass REALLY fast
and after that REALLY slow and then when i'm back..
REALLY moderate
hhahaa
so much for nothing better to do.
kinda tired nowadays
weird ya.
i sleep at like 930 pm and when i wake up to go to work at 730
i still want to roll around close my eyes for a little longer in bed for a while before realising it is 745 and i am gonna be late.
however its a good thing that i am working
at least i have some thing to do and not just bum around and think abt my SEP
i open my nus sent mail and inbox and easily the past 20 mails of each are abt SEP
i'm kinda getting a little tired of it and a teeny weeny bit of 'put-off'
like i dont want to listen to anymore jap stuff watch any more jap tv
eat any more jap stuff.
BUT i still ahve cravings for them.
wa ah thanks ah.
:)
lets all try to be happy people.:)
~how i wish when i have that square face of mine, that particular you is by my side.
4:07 PM
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
results are out, and for certain mods i did better den expected, and for certain mods i did worse den expected:(
so i guess it averages out la huh?...
yays apra rocks:)
anyways.. i'm coming to an edn withmy appln stuff.. they are 99% complete.
haha.. just some areas i dodnt know how to fill in..
i really really hope they allow me to go!!!
i have started work yesterday as well..
and surprisingly there isnt much stuff to do..
it was more relaxing than the other times i went..
la la.
and aspen did renovation works and i'm dying from inhaling the paint smell:(
9:11 AM
