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Sunday, April 29, 2007

happy birthday xiao yan!
:)
today i was damn high.
damn tired now.
damn tired.
damn damn tired now.


11:36 PM


Friday, April 27, 2007

i give up.
i totally give up on singapore.
everything is such a failure
we are so so lacking in moral courage and principles.
we are so selfish.
i cant believe that this incident even occured
i cant believe how people actually reprimanded and berated the bus driver for doing his duty.
the young man isnt really young. he should have reached a sensible age.
i guess our system just failed ot educate us in a correct way, or rather the system failed to educate fairly.
poor bus driver.
an old man who was baised against bus drivers due to the days of the past where bus drivers were rude and uncouth, blames the bus driver i understand.
but the educated supposedly new working generation?.
they too blamed the bus driver.
is it that they have given up on talking to the boy to hand over the card.
or are they so ignorant that they are not aware of the consequences if the boy wasnt taught his lesson?.
they are EDUCATED working people man.
decked in presentable, probably branded clothes.
the attitude is totally ultimately revolting and disgusting.
the least we could do was to sit and understand the difficulties of the bus driver, at least i did although i didnt dare to speak up. i was burning and shouting inside.

ur time is precious.
the bus driver's not?
ur family is important.
the bus driver's not?

sigh
the reactions of my colleagues when they heard it?.
another word.
disappointing.

i guess i shant write to the forum.
it's of no use.
the society of singapore is just like that.
the many courtesy campaigns,
charity shows side by side with the behaviour last night.
i can safely conclude that the money invested in them has just been flushed down the drain.

to aim to be number one in asia?
to be a watever bio medical hub in asia?
singapore?
ha.

i cant believe that we were once the five dragons in asia.
we hardly deserved that title.
i am glad it is no longer applicable.
singapore?
ha.
i can only laugh.
and sit back
and watch
a comedy unfold.


10:39 AM


Tuesday, April 24, 2007

wth wtf
how dare u ask me to shut up.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
the office is so fucked up.
WAT THE HELL is wrong with the people here.
GROW UP GROW UP HYPERSENSITIVE CREATURES


1:02 PM


Saturday, April 21, 2007

i seriously seriously am very happy for PHONGSAI!!!
hahah
so xing fu ah.. yah-mee queen.
hahah
ice queen. wah lau. the show was nice los please.
maybe ur workin school is like too heavy so u cant stand anymore of these heavy hearted shows. haha. i noe what u're gonna say. boring.
hahha
shou shou shou...
love you. dont be so sad. if u really want hammy TELL ME! i give u!! ok!!!!! must tell em dont go and buy ah,

sigh.
like pang sai
i dont believe this. i dont like the way it's affecting me.
can it like Stop popping out in my mind out of no where.
and then stop making me feel embarassed.
AAAAAAHHHHHH
i freakin hell want to slaughter myself la.
my god.
i so totally dont deserve anything.
wth.
this sucks la.
although it makes me happy sometimes.
heh heh.
wat so funny wat's so funny??!?!!
i'm gonna be a schzo soon.
crazy fella.


9:52 AM


Friday, April 20, 2007

wow! wow! wow!
my heart can do crunches.


5:06 PM


Thursday, April 19, 2007

argh.
thengs is a peice of pangsai.
PLUURRSSSe u think wat now i got exam ah or i'm still studying ah.. whole day ask me to not so much tv.
wat's wrong with watching tv now.. shdnt i watch more tv now??
crazy curry pok! hahaha corny freak.

i really shouldnt look back.
i really shouldnt have read it.
i really shouldnt
i'm just finding trouble and confusion.


5:14 PM


Monday, April 16, 2007

papa left yesterday night.
the feeling of him walking thru the departure hall seems different.
the feeling was overwhelming..
my fathers back view never seemed so alone.
i am sorry if i had lost and threw a tantrum at home before we left for the airport.
i didnt dio it purposely.
i was fustrated.
yesterday night the hour before i slept was horrible.


1:06 PM


Sunday, April 15, 2007

paps leaving tonight.
my mum cant bear hime leaving .
neither can i.
but wat can we do.
wat can we do.
he's leaving to earn more money for us.
paps asked.
you won't miss papa when i'm leaving?
i replied.
i will.
but.
wat to do?
there's nothing we can do.
there's nothing we can do.
just as mum has told me.
there's nothing we can do.
i cant find some one who can understand the feeling i'm having now.
it's not the same as my good fren or my boyfren studying overseas or in the army.
it's different.
it's my father.
he cant book out.
he doesn't have school holidays.
my dad is not town.
i've to get used to saying this.
i hope watever i've thought of will not be realised.
i hope watever i've thought of is just me.
me being paranoid.

i hate them.
they make our lives so miserable.
repair roads. repair tracks. repair schools.
repairing everything but those that needs repairing.

really
i really want to leave.
it's safe here. satisifying all necessities here.
but
it's too cold here in this sweltering island.


11:07 AM


Friday, April 13, 2007

Sigh
the past week has been boring boring boring
BORING!
i'm falling sick.
the darn weather.
watever.


2:56 PM


Sunday, April 08, 2007

hehe. blissful feeling eh.. cherie.. haaha...
eh almond paste bitter eh i dont like.
i'm totally dying now. damn tiredbutmust record down this hard to get nan de occasion that i enjoyed myself so much today and yesterday with tina qin yan and kk.
today was kai's hockey charity fundraising:) talking crap and dumping kai outside was fun. :) hehe.
aiya kai why neh come into the NEWLY painted toilet to talk??:)
den tang yuan time.
almond paste really not very nice eh.
i used to like it.
i dont noe why i dont now.
sigh people change do they.bleah.change change change
i almost snored in the cab la..the fare was like 24.40 OMG
hahaha.. watever
i like being bimbotic there's no need to use brain cells tobe with people like MY FRENS!:)
the feeling is freakin' wonderful
my family too.:)

I LOVE THe wORLD!!!
cheerful lil girl.
argh work damn tiring.but with money gg into my accti really dont mind!!:)
I love my FAMILY AND FRENS@!!
MUACKZ~~~i think i'm just ssllliiigghtyy a lil high:)


' ahh... xiao mei bai bai pang pang de zhen ke ai ah.'thanks auntiei like the compliment:)


12:42 AM


Saturday, April 07, 2007

a prince will always be a prince.
no matter how much he gives, how much feelings he offers,
he'll always be the prince.
he'll always be different.


yesterday vivo was fun
caught up alot with the freako poks..
hmm..
hmm..
i'm glad that the feelings didnt change.
viv:)
hardworking freak! i'm sure u can study watever u wanna study!:)
the freakos.. hahaha
miss u guys quite a bit...
talked a lot of shit.

tonight i'll be meeting up with another group of poks.
i hope it'll be the same.
i've a happy life now.


1:51 PM


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

dad's finally leaving on the 16th.
16th of april.
Would i be sending him off.
i dont know.
wat would life be like without dad coming home every night and asking how's my day.
Pups.
work hard there!
dont miss us too much!:)
maybe we'll pop by once u are settled!:)
love you!!!


11:54 AM


Tuesday, April 03, 2007

my god my god my god.
i'm in deep deep deep soup.
i'm in trouble.
i cant let it happen.. cannot cannot cannot.
ARGH! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
but it just keeps coming to my head.


jocelin:)
ahha now i noe u'll be reading my blog banana pok:)
thanks for listening all the time.. and tolerateing my nonsense and hot temper and tantrum and dunno how much pangsai.
the frequent toilet trips too.. although they were mostly intitated by u hahahas..
i think i'll definitely miss u after we leave the company..
OP OP OP PO PO PO PO 456 la. hahah.. watever.:)


3:08 PM


Monday, April 02, 2007

shucks.
i'm afraid i made it too obvious last dec.
wah lau phong ah... i tell u secret u anyhow spread ah...
i box ur ears i tell u.. hahha...
shit la.. i'm a lil troubled girl.
just like u.
phy phy
i bet u cant wait to enter ur course.
i've a senior from cj choir studying there int he same course too... maybe u guys wld meet:)
ARGH!
stop thinking thinking
stop stop stop.
eh.


5:48 PM


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