Sunday, May 31, 2009
And ah shit！
Keio just lost to waseda！！
(-_-#)
3:34 PM
I just made another regret again！
Wat the shit..
That is wat happen when peer pressure is succumbed too..
I cant stand this me.
3:27 PM
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Ah！超恥ずかしい！！！
Omg omg please dont let it be true stupid skirt！
1:49 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Shaking fingers. small world. there is no small world.
Bird´s eye view of the world beneath
The world of knowlegde.
The fear of inferior the fear of the hindering fear.
Shallow minds with no motivation
Shallow minds with extreme motivation.
The chance to get to be given.
The knowledge of the lack of knowledge.
Shaking hands.
Shaking fingers.
(-_-)
12:04 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I woke up at 520 left house at 620 reached here at 730 and might not have the chance of getting a ticket
Whoo congratulation..
And wat is the hell with tonnes of kids in school uniform one a sunday...
7:12 AM
Friday, May 22, 2009
Hahahahaha
I dont have the empty feeling that i get with the 5566 concerts...it was on the whole a rather enjoyable concert without being squeezed.. the only regret is tat i wasnt high enuf..haha i guess it is because of the two girls beside me are totally not fans of kat‐tun man they only stood up when the dancers came out becuy the juniors..
And the other one on my side is like an auntie .. Hahahaha
But omg nishikido ryo came out as a guest with the other kanjani8 members i totally totatally screamed..！！
Oh my tian damn cute damn cute whoo！
And again i wasted money buying idol goods but aiya hahaha they can be my souveiners hur hur..
I bought a 45 dollar towel.. damn dumb..
And really tokyo dome is damn huge..
9:32 PM
The train was late again..
Anyway the past week has been monstrous..
I think i have not slept more than 48 hours in total..
Assignments..haha but for some reason i was kinda happy although there were times where i stood up and thought that i was gonna fall to the ground..
One influenza case has been found in kawasaki. The place where i m staying.. i think its gonna spread to tokyo soon..
I am going to see a concert today！！whoo hoo..kinda excited！although its not an arashi concert but its KAT‐TUN´s concert..
Haha so ironic.. the group that i liked and tat resulted me in the current place..
2:10 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
for the Japanese its the twentieth birthday that is really important.. and they have huge ceremonies for it..
enviousss :):)
if i ever recieved a song like this, i think i will cry my eyes out..
i get goosebumps just listening to a stranger's song..
p.s. nope this is not a hint ah. i just mean i think it is verry sweet for annny kind of special occasion.. not just birthdays..:)
11:04 AM
Friday, May 15, 2009
And to add on today has been shit cold.
5:45 PM
I m like getting some kind of eating disorder.
I m damn sick and tired of worrying about money.
I m damn sick and tired of smelling cigarette smoke.
The cheap factor of the cigarettes make me understand why underage smoking is so prevalent. Even i feel like buying a pack.
It irks me so much that pple who do not work hard or do not take pride in their work are doing the same as me.
Wtf.
And wat is with NUS. i m really dying from the お金 issue and there they are offering to those with better results but not even wanting to have the study experience..they just want to play.
In addition. the scholarship money really alot of help.
I feel like crying whenever i see those people.
They dont deserve the money at all.
It gets so fustrating when these things occur over and over again.
I have once lost confidence in the working society and adulthood.
I have once lost my direction in life.
I need to find something to be good at and love it as well.
I am shit no good in everything that i may like.
I wonder what i am living for.
It kind of pricks me to know that some of my so called friends actually forgot my existence.
I think i just need some medicine.
To wake myself up from crap and the need to be needed.
キツイ。
ふざけんないよ！
今、わたしのきもち 誰でも知らないわからない．
2:30 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
the weather here is making me miss home.
7:58 PM