under the light

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Saturday, December 06, 2008

何か。。。このかんじは。。ちょっと。。
うれしくなかった。
ともだちはあまりよくなかったですよね。。。
ちょっと悲しかったね。。。

today had a feeling i guess that cannot be helped.
sometimes. it just makes me feel yea.. maybe i cant really..
anyways.. i finished a drama today:)
surprisingly and to many who dont watch tv crazily like me
they dont understand the "strength” tv dramas may give to someone.
during times of stress or upsetness it the drama or rather the drama characters with those perfect qualities that remind me that i am alright and just need to strive that little bit more to be perfect.
maybe that's why character wise, or rather principles wise i have such たかいexpectations of myself and the people around me.
so there was this senior in my uni orienttn camp previously who gave me
that "tv is a total waste of time" "becuz i dont watch television, so i have tonnes for other things"
i seriously seriously wanted to roll my eyes at that 25 26 yr old.
but given my hypocrite nature, i just smiled and gave a "really?:)"
surprisingly how pissed or how red my face can turn when someone hits that weak point.
yea. actually many of my frens do.
but then right i too do. and plus all the things they always do for me:)

yea.. for jiahui. huisi. shunxie. and jeslyn:) thank you very much for the beautiful perfume. ahahha i wont be able to use it! the bottle is too pretty!!:)
of cuz.. yan.. i know u contributed to it too! ahhaha LAST MINUTE! :) nonetheless thank you:)

actually i have tonnes to write but have forgotten.
that's quite selfish of me isnt it . wagamama.

i just finished a show "Yamada Taro Monotagari" . Surprisely touching and enlightening for a comedy. yea.. maybe such family bond and love and friendship is possible!:)
the lead actress was kinda pesky though. ahhaha kinda wanted to punch her a few episodes! hahah:)

じゃまた！
I miss learning japanese!!!!:(:(

10:50 PM

Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

Irreplacable , unerasable memories.
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