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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

just ended our last japanese 1 lecture..
and then at the end.. nagami sensei.. actually did a like ppt.. that was yea.. touching:(
sigh.. wat a pity it couldnt come out in time..
sigh...
could see the disappointment on his face..
japanese 1 right... although it gave me some sort of stress.. and takusan amt of work..
but then i was happy to do it..
and was more than happy to do extra..
yea..
now i know why kai loves learning the language..
i think i will go on learning the language..
thanks to the wonderful headstart of feelings this group of japanese 1 senseis have instilled in me
it made me fall in love with the language so much more
now even if i dont have NEWS or KAT-TUN
i think i will carry on learning and learning the language..
its the spirit of the teachers and gives me the motivation to carry
like like..
how much effort they put into teaching us..
how much effort they put into preparing for us..
the enthusiam they have when teaching us..
sighs..
this is the first tiime i'm sad that it has ended.. and wished that it would just go on go on..
like jc.. like secondary school..
yea.. hahah sounds kinda corny..
but i feel quite sad that i wont be having the same type of atmosphere and lesson together with my japanese classmates anymore:(
it feels like jc graduation... when u know it is no more possible to have class together anymore
i guess when one grows older.. they get more easily attached emotionally..
like like...
it has only been that short three months..
this semester has flew past..
and altough it has been a crazy and no life semester for me..
i actually felt that it is so far the most meaningful semester..
sigh.. maybe i'll just burst out crying if ever the lessons lasted longer than these 3 months..
:(:(
yea.. proud to be learning a language..
and after that i am even more not sure of the path that i am currently walking upon.
the working situation that i am going to face when i step into the working world..
how i wish human relations would be just like japanese 1 class..
where everyone works hard together and laugh together and help each other from the questions of sensei..
overwhelming feelings..
hahah maybe becuz i am pms-ing
who knows..
hahha..
i onlty know that now i feeling kinda terrible..
and upset that japanese classes with thiose wonderful classmates and teachers and atmostphere has ended... and it is going to be difficult to get that feeling with the other subjects.. :(
to say seriously...
i feel really at ease when i am in japanese class..
maybe becuz i amwell prepared and now wat to prepare unlike my core modules..
have i really chosen the correct major.. i dont know
now.. hahha i have written quite a bit while looking around looking around..
i actually really feel that i want to do japanese studies instead..
like it is something i am interested in.. and amazed by..
i feel happier learning abt human culture and behaviour..
there's life in the subject..
ofcuz.. stats also has life if not i wouldnt have chosen it above maths..
but then its a different life..
hahah seems like i rather be surrounded by warmth of human spirit
YES! i finally found the word.. warmth of human spirit.
in learning and educating..
rather than..
teaching because u need to... or learning becuz u need to..
or learnign only wat u need to.
the extra curiousity of wanting to learn and the sensei's fulfilling the student's request to learn
is wat i believe to allow us to grow in the subject.
for some its maths.. chem... social arts.. media.. stats..
yea.. i guess having a teacher who loves u and treats u like a proper student and a child..
is wat we need..
like our jap teachers and trendy professor and maybe chan yiu man...
haha i have forgotten how it feels like to be educated in the .. i-dont-know-how-to-explain kind of way..
and yea...
the japanese course has reminded me!
ah!
i remember already...
the sort of sc kind of way..
where the motto the wonderful principal and teachers has set to be the "love" education..
ofcuz not all teachers were..
some where though..
hhaha
i believe when ms heng taught students it would be the same..
yea..
i really rather live in my own little elephant tooth tower.
never wanting to face the reality
and to be sheltered my whole life.


2:06 PM


Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

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