Saturday, August 30, 2008
i think it kinda scarey how people could actually turn to be angry dislike or even hate someone that they so once relied on and stuck to.
its just that few times when its such a coincidence that you ar ein a bad mood. and then while trying to control it, that somebody does something that makes you feel.
"hey. maybe that's the end."
haha. yes. i may be pessimistic and like extreme.
but i dont like uncertainty. i dont like bugging questions in the heart.
i dont like insecurity. i really hate the not sure whether it would be correct or not.
that's why almost in everything i would prefer stuff to be separated in to black and white.
yea sometimes some things.. we can go grey, but i dont like it though
i like it when correct is correct and wrong is wrong.
arguements are tiring and sometimes i think meaningless.
therefore whenever i try to reason with myself i get so upset. over wat i also dont know
probably just over the fact that when i show my irritatedness, consequences do follow.
hahaa.
human - damn contradicting to their own values.- i'm damn weird.
omg. i want to be a tree. or a droplet of water.
at least. atleast i am definitely sure that i will be of some use.
oh! another thing that i realised.
a group of people may come together and become close friend due to that one certain person but then, in the end right. that one person's role would always disappear, be it voluntary or involuntary.
like wat minhui says phy says and wat i think
i dont get it too.
people like to swarm around some people.
like that person has some kind of charm you know.
hahaha.
yea. some people just has that factor.
hahah becuz if IF everyone has that factor right.
hurhur. no one will swarm around anyone, becuz they will be too self absorbed.
hahaa. no wonder the old saying goes that "there can be no forever enemies, nor can there be forever friends, there can be only forever family."
so actually in end, half sticking to their other half right,as in needing to spend all the time with the other half, is reasonable excuse, since the other half is definitely more towards the 'family' as compared to friends,at least when they are together la.
hahah.. the only thing is that some friends will be quite upset thats all
and then, the friends' view of the friendship would then be tested, since it would be a challenge to hold on the the friendship.
anyways. wat ever it is.
i really got to treasure my this bunch of friends.
as in my little subset and the little bit that pops out of the subset.
cuz i think it is going to be really hard to find that same trust in the person and the friendship in the days to come as we grow older and enter the working world.
the ugliness of human.
sometimes, when i think of how disgusting i am sometimes as well, i so feel like puking.
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