under the light

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

i miss australia. like i didn't think i would miss it like that.
haha.
we've been back for a few days now.
and i just got an extension by my boss to work all the way till the 8th of August.
omg
so hardworking little girl
haha
but i cant help it anyway.
this sem's timetable is quite a horror.
my core modules' lecture are all on Mon and thurs omg
remember freakin science mods have lectures twice a week.
darn draining on my schedule.
haha but wat to do for my SEP
the thing is that i'll only recieve the confirmation details by Keio University in Nov Dec.
Originally i wanted to do 4 core but then, after thinking that there MIGHT might ah, (omg please dont reject me),be a chance of not beign able to go, so i decided that I shall stick with 3 core this sem.
if i DO go, den when i come back i shall do 4 as a price to pay for a good time there:):)
i really got to go, if not my undergrad years will be nothing man, with no results nor non-acad stuff.

during these two weeks with weiqin and yan we spoke quite abit.
haha of cuz we see each other every day.
it kinda surprised me.
because frankly, when we were singapore in school we didnt do much of these talks. haha. HTHT. damn gross.

i talk to kai and phy most of the time, cause it just.. comes naturally, plus we go out often too, liek u know romantic date ahha.

but the trip was fufilling.
at least i know i gained another two whom i can talk to even more freely about some stuff.
omg.
i so want to do this.
BFF FOREVERRRRXXZZZ

i have to agree that some stuff have changed or maybe it was just that way and i took too long to realise.
but to me i guess. its more important that those closer to my heart didnt change.
fortunately the ones who did werent originally close.
we gotta look on the bright side ya.
i always believe i did or i tried to play my part of the friendship.
its my principle of life anyway. to do my part.
so. since some relations have 变质till its no longer worth it to pull back.
i guess i should just let it go.
yea. its a big big thing. but life is more than that right.
right now, at this moment, i would just like to thank my lucky stars for making me realise that sometimes, effort really pays off, and i, right now, possess that few friendships that only after so long, that i must and will truly treasure.

11:48 AM

Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

Irreplacable , unerasable memories.
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