under the light

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Thursday, May 29, 2008

today i had another day with kai...
before she leaves for France..
have a safe journey!!:) and enjoy your study there!!!

anyway there was this 5 minutes that we spoke about turning 20.
and reaching the end of teen youth and the beginning of adulthood.
she was quite true on the part about what is the scarey thing about growing "old"
then, i heard this song, and i realise the reason why i may be afraid of growing up.
other than the need to face responsibilities, expectations, maturity.
the most importantly is the way i am going to change as i grow a year older every time.
when i look back 10 yrs when i am 30.
what will run through my mind

so.

this is wat has changed.

how i wished i still had that part in me.

this is the set of lyrics that hit me:

-流浪记

我就这样告别山下的家

我实在不愿轻易让眼泪流下

我以为我并不差不会害怕

我就这样自己照顾自己长大

我不想因为现实把头低下

我以为我并不差能学会虚假

怎样才能够看穿面具里的谎话

别让我的真心散的像沙

如果有一天我变得更复杂还能不能唱出歌声里的pu yu ma

我就这样告别山下的家

我实在不愿轻易让眼泪流下

我以为我并不差不会害怕

我就这样自己照顾自己长大

我不想因为现实把头低下

我以为我并不差能学会虚假

怎样才能够看穿面具里的谎话

别让我的真心散的像沙

如果有一天我变得更复杂

还能不能唱出歌声里的那幅画

怎样才能够看穿面具里的谎话

别让我的真心散的像沙

如果有一天我变得更复杂还能不能唱出歌声里的pu yu ma~~

by 纪晓君 album:野火春风

some may not understand the emotions one can have listening to good music,
or just music with raw feelings.

if there's chance i would put this song on my blog.
for everyone to try listening to it just once. once is enough.

9:03 PM

Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

Irreplacable , unerasable memories.
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