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Tuesday, March 11, 2008



it's easy to know people.
it's easy to become friends.
it's not that easy to become better friends.
it's difficult to become close friends.
it's damn bloody hard to get a best friend.

for me
i always like to have formulas and rules and expectations set for myself to carry out certain stuff, procedure, or to attain a particular aim.
maybe that's why it's kinda difficult for me to have close friends.
becuz i really got to admit.
i'm really weird and have the straightest thinking ever.
i always always set weird principles and rules for myself to follow
and of course
expecting others as well
which is
kinda
stupid to do.


it took me quite long to realise that. but. strangely enough,
old habits die hard dont they.


i have been reading blogs like quite often nowadays like the got-nothing-to-do-but-to-read-blogs xiao yan. haha.
:)

and everytime.
everytime. even if its just the previous day i read them, i'll have odd emotions.

hmm.. unexplainable ones. not exactly good nor bad.
of course, some people's just gives me shivers. and the sour sour feeling
but, that doesnt matter, because the person is not really in my circle.
the person just belongs to a group of people that i really would not want to meet until i have proven myself to be superior and that they have seen wrongly of me. (you know like those televison high school reunion kinda thing)
haha. yea. that's childish.
but it makes me feel better.

why compare yourself with others, is a rhetorical question i have been shooting back at my parents.
but truly, when life has no aim no motivation, it seems as though that's the only pushing hand.

whatever whatever.
some choose to cherish.
some choose not to.
i want to show those who chose not to, that they are wrong. and they'll regret it,
heart of vengence.
yes, i know.
but. i'm different. but. who's not.
i have been trying to be similar but what's the bloody use.
no difference. no change.

maybe one day maybe tommorrow!
when i read back this entry i might be embarassed by the immatureness, or stupidness.
or or just how come i dare to write these.

there are of course some people that never fail to bring a smile to my face.
be it offline messages, encouragements, birthdays, the cakes, dinners, lunchs or just that simple hug.
good friends are supposed to walk down the path,
the journey of life together. right?
(haha i wonder whether i'm wrong to think of that, and expect that.)

let's hope everyone of us would have someone to travel the journey with. :)



11:29 PM


Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

Irreplacable , unerasable memories.
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