under the light

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Monday, February 04, 2008

dad would be back tomorrow.
everytime when dad's coming back our house will be thrown into frenzy
frenzy of like packing neatening cleaning
kinda funny whenever it occurs
my mum would get all excited
'me and your father are counting down to the days that we can see each other'
and for me
that few days of peaceful and wake-free sleep- irony
and the headache free mornings
family dinners too

we got to go back to malaysia on wednesday
and i cant go for econs lecture gotta watch webcast
what an unpleasant way to learn

going back to muar is such a chore
facing relatives is such a chore
i hate saying thank you when i know they dont deserve it at all
maybe when i grow a little older mature a little more
i would find out it might different
but really
i do not want to think about the future the consequences the repercussions the losses that would incur due to my thinking action speech

9:20 PM

Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

Irreplacable , unerasable memories.
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