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Friday, February 29, 2008

i really really cant stand it.
it really really gets on my nerves.
i really really sort of hope that the person will stay out of my sight for a really long time.


12:42 PM


Thursday, February 28, 2008



it has always been a dream for me to work in an airport.
hopefully one day i would realise my dream.

it's kinda weird how it seemed so long ago.
it could be just a few years back when people shared the same aim the same dream and talked about walking the same life journey path to success to the end.
then later they find out how each other has changed and how different their aims have become.

i dont know whether i would regret it.
but i think i should just carry on with my path.
and not fight with my parents to follow blindly to some raw beliefs.
i may not be chasing a dream dream.
but at least i would be capable of chasing another dream after attaining the basic education.
we all have more then one dream right?
there's definitely some job some where that i'll be capable of with my education and be greatly satisfied with.
:)

wish me luck!:)
good luck too!:)





12:16 PM


Saturday, February 23, 2008

arghh..
java is killing me.
i hate lab assignments:(

anyway jumper is damn cool.
it's like i cna travel to anywhere wheneevr i want to .
AHH HAHA i can travel the world and save SO MUCH time from travelling
SHOOO COOLL:)
i hope wq frens didnt think i was weird or if the atmosphere was werid:(
cuz i kinda thought i felt awkwardness when i was talking and everyone was quiet:(
may be is think too much ah.. ahha..
nonethless..i'm glad i meet wq's ntu frens:)
they seem nice!!:)
billy bombers milkshake.

too doo..
too doo..
i feel that pple change very fast dont they..
haha..
their attitude towards u and everything.
maybe its just my paranoia.
but sigh
i actually sort of knew.
so quite stupid.
again.

TO DAY IS BELOVED LILBROTHER's BDAE!!:)
i'm gonna give him an angbao
the first angbao that i'm ever gonna give
:)
becuz i cant afford the ipod touch that he wants:(


9:22 AM


Thursday, February 14, 2008

hmm.. everyone seems to have a post today. SO!
i shall have one too.

:)

i really really feel the happiness oozing out everywhere today :)
in the lecture theatres
in the canteen
even from the lecturers
even after i spilt orange flavoured caffeine energy drink on my white top
the lovey dovey atmosphere totally soothed me. haha

it felt like i'm bathing and soaking in love.
although their love really has got nothing to do with me
BUT
it probably diffused into me

you know
high concentration to low concentration
Chemistry:) Lub Chemistry:)
:)

smile.
and i settled tonnes of today
so quite happy!
lala.


Hopefully ALL my friends can remain in love and feel loved. :)
Happy Valentines' 08 :)




9:15 PM


Monday, February 11, 2008

korea's
south korea's Sungnyemun or Namdaemun has been burnt.
it has been utterly destroyed leaving only the stone foundation layer standing
the country's National Treasure Number One.
destroyed by a fire. on 10/11 feb 2008
the fire has been suspected to be arson
by a man in fifties.

'the Great Southern Gate' has been standing for more than 600 years.
600 years.
600 years.
destroyed within 5hours.

i can feel
i can see the heartache of the southern koreans who were interviewed.

the amount estimated to rebuild the historical monument is astronomical
thats not the point
thats not the point
the point is that future generations. the younger generations now
can not view the gate in its former authenic glory.













http://www.answers.com/topic/namdaemun-gate


9:06 PM


Friday, February 08, 2008

lala.
muar wasnt that bad afterall.
maybe because i was glued to vcds and had like bad gastric flu
it really gotta be the instant noodles i had before leaving for muar
really instant noodles has proven that they are not my kind of food
my body like just automatically rejects their appearance in my body
i think i'm gonna starve to death next time if i am gonna be poor cuz even bread is more ex then instant noodles:(


10:38 PM


Monday, February 04, 2008

dad would be back tomorrow.
everytime when dad's coming back our house will be thrown into frenzy
frenzy of like packing neatening cleaning
kinda funny whenever it occurs
my mum would get all excited
'me and your father are counting down to the days that we can see each other'
and for me
that few days of peaceful and wake-free sleep- irony
and the headache free mornings
family dinners too

we got to go back to malaysia on wednesday
and i cant go for econs lecture gotta watch webcast
what an unpleasant way to learn

going back to muar is such a chore
facing relatives is such a chore
i hate saying thank you when i know they dont deserve it at all
maybe when i grow a little older mature a little more
i would find out it might different
but really
i do not want to think about the future the consequences the repercussions the losses that would incur due to my thinking action speech


9:20 PM


Saturday, February 02, 2008

i read somewhere
i heard somewhere
to live the best of life and
to reach the full potential of life
is to do it for someone.
live for someone.

television dramas, superficial, entertaining
they say
never live for someone
live for yourself
that's the correct way

wat's the correct way
lives spent looking for correct answers
arguing for correct answers
determining the correct answers

so live for someone
or live for yourself

is it possible to live for yourself
neh
i think it's not possible
human relationship is too complicated to be simplified to that point


12:32 PM


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