under the light

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Monday, December 10, 2007

yays today i went out with jocelin:) :):) had a great time and a really comfortable time talking.:)

and went back to work today.. really hectic ya and all the 'Eh! you are back!'
hhaha..

i really hope shou shou can record the show for me!! if not i will miss THREE IMPORTANT EPISODES:(

sigh
everytime everytime u say you will do something u never do
everytime i see u grumpy i dont dare to ask.
den you say why dont u just open ur mouth and ask
why didnt u say earlier
so do you want it now.
no i dont i replied
yes i really do i think
i always secretly hoped that u would really understand and hear me to just verbally but me wat i really mean
just as when i pass a comment express a thought
it gets pounced on
tell me
how do u expect me to speak how i really feel
aint it sad i cant even tell my closest how i feel about matters,
my true opinion?
i think i doesnt even worth a dime
with friends wat can i talk abt
other friends
i've become such a superficial and boring person
thanks
thanks for bring me to this world, mum.

oh and there are these people that i really want to shout my head off at them.
like shut up shut up shut up
i hate it hate it hate it
it's totally totally not funny
wat is so funny about having the same nick for such a long time
STOPIT STOP IT this is such fucking minor thing that was so fucking long ago
but i just cant stop hearing u make fun of it in my head
so i decided to ask u to shut up
i dont care whether u know or not just shut up.
please dont take people's smile for granted
everyone has a temper
people know i have a short one just judging on the rate my face turns black
wtf
and wat's wrong with showing my freakin unhappiness when people upset me, overstep their boundaries and step all over my principles
bloody hell i am sure others upset u too
bloody hell i am sure u sets of principles that are taboos and cant be 'touched'
u say i'm freakin bad tempered just because i have a different set or even more principles than you and because you are forever stepping on them = stepping on my foot
of course i will yell in pain yell in anger

10:50 PM

Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

Irreplacable , unerasable memories.
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