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Friday, December 21, 2007

ya thanks ah.
u just got pissed with me
u just gave me the most hurting cold shoulder ever
over?
your stupid pa who decided not to join us.
she isnt even supposed to join us
it's our family holiday
it's our family outing

thanks for showing that someone outside could easily make you ignore me
thanks for showing me that the living together of a near 20 yrs aint even comparable to a 6 months working together

ya it's bimbotic when i said i broke my nail. nail extension
but do u know how freaking painful it was and all u bothered was to made me shift the creaky faulty chair so that she is comfortable.
u ignored me
u ignored me when i said it hurts and when i said i had no strength to shut that bloody slide door.
u ignored when i said how freaking expensive it was and how many frekain hours i had to sit to do it,
ya surprising u could ignore all these.
thanks.
yea i spent tonnes of ur money
so if u werent prepared for such a burden u should have planned and not have me at all
i cant even discuss with you my consideration of switching course
u just made me want to do it even more
thanks for showing me how much family ties are worth.
thanks for making me feel embarassed of all the boasting i have done of both of you.

but still i realise i still cant live independently or think independently
have the guts to do anything on my own
i still, still cant leave from both of your sides.

sometimes i really wished you didnt hold such a position
even if i can not get stuff by just asking for it.
ya why do you think i keep working even though i feel like shit at the end of every week.
i never did say i minded not getting the things i want
i never did say i couldnt suffer.
friends laugh, saying haha are you sure?
yea.
i'm real sure.
i can work even if i'm running a high fever having a splitting headache the feeling of puking. and no one would even realise.
how can i be so sure i can
cuz
i have done it
yea thanks for looking down on me,
thanks
i may be fat stupid lazy
but dont please dont

so can u please come back.
so can the original family in singapore at 68 holland grove drive please come back.


4:15 AM


Wednesday, December 19, 2007

i take back all my words.
it's really disappointing.
i may be paranoid.
but wat's the reason for the paranoia?

maybe we made a wrong choice for you to leave.
maybe we made a wrong choice for us to come.


11:41 AM


Tuesday, December 18, 2007

dont you sometimes wish that you were part of the world


but also sometimes wish that you weren't part of the world



the days have been of mixed feelings.
tonnes of money spending have been done :(
i feel guilty
and on meaningless stuff like photographs:)
Ski dubai's snow park was fun:)

althoguh it was small but time spent laughing and running around with family is always priceless to me

so it relaly doesnt matter whether the rides are fun thrilling the attraction large or not
it is simply the feeling there:)

it may be big and have fun rides but if i had an unhappy moment there
it aint a fun place anymore
the staff doesnt have to be relaly friendly like disneyland's just approachable is sufficient.
















and shooting was great!

as in it'slike REAL ammunition with 9mm bullets!! cool shit

hahh
too bad we arent allowed to take pics.
got my target boards as a momento though!:) yays!


3:49 AM


Saturday, December 15, 2007

lala
the "second" day!!:) or rather the continutation on the first day
:( the air is really dry and dusty:( i think my lips are gonna crack soon!
we like went to pups office like at 12 plus... and then left at 1 plus to have lunch ..
my god th eportion is damn the big:) and we trying to farni ordered tonnes
hahhah..and the best part of the day is seriously during lunch la..
free from IRRITATING STARES AND RUDE WHISPERINGS
other than the houseflies..
den we wante dto go to this club at the next state to shoot!!:)
but they said it wwas closed for private event:( so ya we are goign tmr!!:) or some other day la... den on the way back to dubai we decided to shop at this place got DRAGON MART and this is when the horror started ...
at first we thought there will be alot more chinese but i got cheated!! chinese were the people SELLING the bloody goods..
and and the ARABS JUST KEPT STARING AT MEOR MY FAMILY SO
IRRITATING
i suspected was my dressing but seriously i just wore like opque stocking shtat confirm canot see any flesh one la.. shit head stare stare at the end of the shooping trip of 2 plus hours i totally hevaed a sigh of relief i was turning grumpy and irritated and so wanted to dig out the eyes of those who stared!!!! ARGHH SHIT HEAD
they not only stared they even whispered and whiser and totally like look up and down wtf.
and then after that we went to a shopign mall- Mall of Emirates (MOE EH!) near pups condo to see if we were hungry and wan ted to eat.. we didnt eat.. haha too full from the lunch we decided to shop at carrefour :) and bought stuff.. quite farnni thing is that the stuff that are quite ex in sin gapore are like cheap here..perrier at 1 plus sing dollar per bottle kinder buneo at like less den a sing dollar and strawberries like at the most 3 bucks fr a box! but then wat ever that's ok priced in singpore is qutie ex here.like toothpaste and toothbrush ad CARROTS!! haah
ya... MOE the staring not that bad.. but then there were still stares ' roll eyes ' and some angmo stared too like they dont dress like me??!! some were even more revealing then me la
wth. yucks and i'm dead cuz i oly brought one pair of jeansand the rest are skirts!!!
:(
shitz,, i thought it supposed to be more open
and ya i totally was a grumpy bitch at te mall..
sorry pups and mum:(
thanks for being so tolerant !!
esp dad:)


2:28 AM


Friday, December 14, 2007



yays


i have arrived:)sq is seriously really comfy eventhe landing is so sosmooth:)


hahha


i think pple think we are weird


how do i noe?


becuz of the unmistakened stares at us when we are walking:)


hahha


seriously i think the whole airport the no.of chinese can be counted with my fingers and toes:(


haha..


lala lal lala


yays:) my family can be together agian!:)


and luckily i brought my laptop:) hhaha if not seriously i would be like losing contact with the world for like u twoweeks


i got a damn ex manicure:)


but its really pretty)


i think if my dad finds out that it costs like 130 he'll throttle me


















ohoh!:)

i didnt think i would get anything at the airport (changi)

but i did:)

my ipod earphones are still working just that it's quite dirty hahah and the rubber layering has like come off:) and i got a NICE NICE swarvoski earphones !!:) my god so exciting!:)

ahhaha
just the first day eh. not even out of singapore yet!!:(

hhaha.

i seldom talk about my shopping o y blog .. haha

but the earphones are really cool la...!! SHOW YEW!! NAH BELOW





actually there was another one which wasnt so bling.. and cheaper somemore but ah...my mum said that one didnt have the suppport bar below just the bud so said spoil easily ah so askedme to get this one instead..
i mena normally earphones from philips ah senn ah bose ah sony h even creative alreadyu quite expensive.. this one is philips.. so i tink the price is quite ok la..:)
lala
lalal
lalal
lala
next time no need to wear earrings already ahhaha..
jet lag jet lag..
my post today is so not normal
hahah
quite weird telling people abotu wat i did in a day i alsways said it's qute wu laio..
but today too 'fruitful'
so:) hahha
too bad! :)


10:03 AM


Wednesday, December 12, 2007

omg
i just keep getting fatter and fatter .
omg
no more food dinner outings with friends
yucks.
no more no more
omg when i get to my dad's apartment at dubai
i am going with my siblings to the gym like every morning
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
ugly creature:(


3:00 PM


Monday, December 10, 2007

yays today i went out with jocelin:) :):) had a great time and a really comfortable time talking.:)

and went back to work today.. really hectic ya and all the 'Eh! you are back!'
hhaha..

i really hope shou shou can record the show for me!! if not i will miss THREE IMPORTANT EPISODES:(

sigh
everytime everytime u say you will do something u never do
everytime i see u grumpy i dont dare to ask.
den you say why dont u just open ur mouth and ask
why didnt u say earlier
so do you want it now.
no i dont i replied
yes i really do i think
i always secretly hoped that u would really understand and hear me to just verbally but me wat i really mean
just as when i pass a comment express a thought
it gets pounced on
tell me
how do u expect me to speak how i really feel
aint it sad i cant even tell my closest how i feel about matters,
my true opinion?
i think i doesnt even worth a dime
with friends wat can i talk abt
other friends
i've become such a superficial and boring person
thanks
thanks for bring me to this world, mum.

oh and there are these people that i really want to shout my head off at them.
like shut up shut up shut up
i hate it hate it hate it
it's totally totally not funny
wat is so funny about having the same nick for such a long time
STOPIT STOP IT this is such fucking minor thing that was so fucking long ago
but i just cant stop hearing u make fun of it in my head
so i decided to ask u to shut up
i dont care whether u know or not just shut up.
please dont take people's smile for granted
everyone has a temper
people know i have a short one just judging on the rate my face turns black
wtf
and wat's wrong with showing my freakin unhappiness when people upset me, overstep their boundaries and step all over my principles
bloody hell i am sure others upset u too
bloody hell i am sure u sets of principles that are taboos and cant be 'touched'
u say i'm freakin bad tempered just because i have a different set or even more principles than you and because you are forever stepping on them = stepping on my foot
of course i will yell in pain yell in anger


10:50 PM


Sunday, December 02, 2007

yays
i ended exams already:)
haha
the envy of everyone.. starting the exams on the 27th and ending on the 1st how lucky..
haha
but hey..
look at it this way!
i had lesser time to prepare didnt i!

wanna thank kai kai
i feel bad...
she asks me to study with her and then i ended earlier and now she has to study liek alone:(
i am so sorry..

yays i am flying of to another world in 11 days time! cant wait:)
i can't breathe in singapore any longer.

know what some times i wish i really had someone anyone to let me say something watever thing to.
i know i know.
it's not that i cant say it to friends or family
but i have learnt that really really
there's no one to accept it.
so
right
i really just need an ear and a big big hug. and an 'it's ok'
that's all.
really that's all.






11:09 AM


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