under the light

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

harpi birfdae KATHY lee :) haha.

sigh they never fail to make me feel out of the picture.
they did it last when they stole my whole life.
like i think like i'm weird.
they think i'm weird i think.
hahah.
is huihui weird?
haha. erns.
dunno.
i'm seriously not in a mood to like haha.
but just got to type haha. like its out of habit
or just scared to show that it bothers me.
trying to shrug watver off.
wth.
so irritated.
wat's wrong with me.
i just got to be so bothered abt how some view me.
i cant dont care.

i really cant figure out wat they're thinking.
hmm.. maybe the frequency is different.
but i always felt that no matter how different the culture the family the school the upbringing the interests the capabilities the favourites.
pple will be able to find smthg somewhere to at least be able to smile at each other.
i see the smile.
but that's only when we meet face to face.
other than that the tone is neither cold or none at all. like i'm some busybody barging and asking watever that is not supposed to be my business.
AHH.
i feel so much more comfortable writing everything down or else i would have gotten like depression.
nonetheless ahhaha
i'm really glad to have frens that i can be like heart to heart with
:) the crazy pple.:) heheh
KAI!! i miss talking to you:)
hahah..
seems like i just got to be thankful for these bunch.
and ignore those that probably didnt even consider me...
grow up ya. and realise wat i have realised.
just like wat huisi always talk to me about.
it may have took me just few months to look back how childish and embarrassing my thinking and actions had been.
but it may take a yr few yrs or forever a lifetime to be able to look back and reflect realise wat they had inflicted on others.
sigh
wat a old woman i am.
old old old old woman.
i think too much rubbish.
maybe if i had put the thinking to use last yr.
i wouldnt have ended up with three bs
i would have stretched my ability.
i was too engrossed with smthg that was not worth it
i conclude that any overseas trip
must be for holiday cause and nothing else to be 250% enjoyable from the very start of plan to the end of unpacking and reminiscing the days.

11:33 PM

Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

Irreplacable , unerasable memories.
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