Sunday, December 10, 2006
woahs... i'm finally back...:) 9th dec at 5:54 am spore time we touched down... strictly speaking its still 8th dec in vienna la huhs.. so happy birthday phy:)? i'm sorry that i forgot:( sorry dear.
there so much so much to say abt the past 10 days.
mentally exhausting... the whole trip...
the first 3 days living in the torture of the competition pressure ( i'm so afraid that he'll kick me out jus before the competition- hehe he didnt) but i failed myself once again. i always fail myself. ont he morning of the competition he tested the altos one by one for that freakin 3 notes of chua-ay (soh-doh-ti) WHAT THE HELL.. I COULDNT DO IT!! and he asked me to drop out for that section... shit la... i'm such a loser... its like the day of the competition and yet i still cant do it...
after that we had endless city tours salty food mineral water cold air REFLECTIONS SCOLDINGS and PUNISHMENT.
wat thew shit... how could i have no guts to admit my misake??!!
i feel so so embrassed of myself now las.. no guts.
jus because another person said dun own up until the teachers say u really dont own up ah???!! i freakin hell have no mind of my own.. i hate it i hate being gutless...
this is one thing another thing is that my god the who an whos think that they are freakin mature and that all the wrongs should be on the students... and then punish punish punish.. crazy...
argh... more like they are less experiennced in school trips bah.. lousy.
i made closer frens with some..
fabian... my lao pa now... i hardly knew him before we embarked and stepped into the plane together.... now we are on rather good terms... haha... only he charlie will respond ACTIVELY to my 'tweez'! hahha.. watever.. his voice is FREAKIN NICE.. i must ask for an autograph from lao peh before he becomes a freakin big super star... his voice rocks la!!
i grew to be able to talk more deeply and understand rachel:) she told me about all hose stuff during all those times after lights-out time haha...me and rachel ar ein like similar situations now jus that,.. hahah..hers older mine younger... sigh... watta do?.. both of us are rather useless in this field of life:(... sigh...
issac too:) a guy with a deep mind... he seems like he's joking all the time but den ah... his jokes have underlying meanings hehe. issac ah issac..:) issac too.. have a good voice:) i like ur harmony for all those pop songs dear:)... haha although u 'zao- sia' some times... hahaha..together with qibin and lao pa ha... u three sound wonderful sometimes:):)
ofcuz there are qimin...qi bin.. james buddy... papa dan.. isabel('decompose face. hahahha)...nat..cheryl cher so many so many... hahha..
cant talk much abt the two qi qi cousins as wat cute queen qimin says HAHA... watever cute queen of alternate universe. all i can say is that both are freakin farni and super cute when theyquarrell... i never fail to burst out laughing when i hear' shudd-upp la mario.. go pop the mushrooms la!! ' or ' you too la squirrel head.. the squirrel died on ur head la... shudd up la.'
hahha..:) so adorable.. :) aiya qibin ah... hardly have his lyrics in the songs hurhur... retarded.
james buddy and papa dan... fellow laggers with an aura so strong tat they influence neighbours.. hahah.... aiya papa dan.. dun fake la.. hhaahah... u not that lag los.. hahah.. acting cute only.. haha...
so much changes so many events occurred.. mentally exhausting las... be it upsetting or cheerful stuff....they all ahve taken a frekin serious toll on my brain. hahah.
gen low's wedding on the 9th:)... i rushed down to her church.. freakin hell damn tired ah... she was freakin pretty man.. lead a blissful fulfilling life miss low.. now mrs ho.. huihui cares abt u:) huihui cares abt everyone!:)
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