Friday, December 22, 2006
hmm.., seems like all my frens are really like FREAKIN LATE QUEENS EH!! hhahah...
my gosh i can seriously kick them in the asses.. hurhur..
okok... yesterday breakfast(wed) i was late.. sorry la... hhaha.. wat a feat i've accomplished being later den phong and wq.. hehe...
wq ah.. foot reflexology not as bad as u think right.. haha i think that mine was more painful den yours.. my gosh...
phong eats tons....
yea:) comics ae nice to read.. ya.. the story that u reccomended is not bad,,,
today(thurs)... supposed to like meet at 930 meet shou and phong..
and phong at 845 smsed saying she doesnt think she can wake up and wont be coming.. hahha.. my gosh.. not bad la huh... at least u smsed to tell me..
CHONG SHOU LIAN LEH?!!
say earlier can .. den come at 1045... !!! my gosh.. hahha.. at least today we didnt miss the breakfast time.. hahha..
ok la huh .. i'm quite used to it, accepted it in fact. hahha... i expected it anyways.. hurhur.. why did u think i brought a book along to read??! hahaha...
hmm... huihui has grown tolerant hahha.. watever blowing my own trumpet...
had a talk with shou today...
and in hk with phong and louie and wq...
like abt wat??
choir...
hhahha...
i swear i can cut my own head off...
ARGH!!!
like graduate already.. left already.. being insulted already.. being seen as non existent already.. i'm still like a piece of shit.. argh...
but.. i really damn bu fu qi... bu gan yuan.. to let my tortuous 1 plus yr to end like that...
wtf... seriously i feel like screaming WHAT THE FUCK into the teachers', some juniors' and toh's faces...
wtf la... argh...
let it go let it go.. this has been told to me like umpteen times..
argh... seriously..
they betta watch their freakin asses k.. if not i'll be watching.. waiting for them to fall..
arseholes...
dun they noe pride comes before a fall!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm going crazy..
i SWEAR i'll never return to the place..
freakin hell never...
hehhe.. k k.. back to the bright side of my life:)
today shou shou told e alot too.. so did phong after breakfast:)
i'm glad and feel consoled that i was able to hear watever i heard...:)
watever it is ...:) i'll be watching out.. maynot be always.. but i'll look out k:)
shou we shall hook handsome ang moh guys together!!!!!:) hahhaha...
phong ah phong.. please dont become a nun.. even though ur hair sucks.. i see nop need to shave them off.. HAHAHHA
wq ah.. ur hair nice la... u think too mucjh.. u look fresh in it... i can see ur eyes so much clearer la!!:)
sorry ah shou.. cldnt go out to eat dinner today (211206thurs) because aiya went to visit my auntie las.. sorry.. another day k:( i feel so bad..
damn tired eh... totally i like took a nap this afternoon from like 1 to like 4 and now i'm feeling sleepy again.. i think my body is really tired... i hope it can still hold out...
AHH cuz i flying to china likr on the 23rd dec.. my gosh..a nd after coming back on the 28th i still have to prepare for papa's D&D on the 29th and i think we are going to Muar and KL after that..
my gosh..
shou was like saying on the bus 154 TOWARDS BOON LAY (we were supposedly heading towards ngee ann poly and bukit timah plaza.. hurhur...) : ' wah... u world tour ah?' hurhur.. maybe.. but noe wat the feeling is quite shuang... :) hehhe.. gross pig eh.. hurhur
12:12 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
returned from hong kong yesterday...
supa dupa tired..
but i have to say hk's life was really really freaking cool!!!
can u imagine it's like 1230 to 100 am at night and the lights of the streets are so bright and pple are like walking around like the night has just turned dark and it's still like 8 pm.. hhaha...
every night we jus shop and shop and shop.. we are so retarded la..
my feet and leg muscles still hurt till now... hahaha i can feel my bones scraping against the floor man.. hahha
freakin jokers we were..
tell me which group of three girls would wear like slippers when it's supposedly winter... hahah... and eat like HK$306 worth of dim sum when normal grp of 3 eats only HK$80... the billing person was like ' u three are great.. liao bu qi.'
my gosh... people's dim is placed like flat and sparsely on the table .. ours are like filled to the max and stacked yup dunno how many levels hahaha... wth...
damn tired... ah... spent so much money.. hhhahaha... tired... will continue hehehhe soon..
12:38 AM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
:) i'm flying off tmr to hk:) so excited...
today phy phong and weiqin.. came over...
for the FIRST TIME EVER phong wasw less than half and hour late...!!
arranged time to be at my place: 1100 AM
phong's arrival: 1120 AM
Phy's arrival : 0200 PM
weiqin's arrival : 0230PM
CLAP CLAP for phong!! she was the earliest!!! my gosh!!
hhahaha.. i freakin' expected it la huhs... my dearest frens... hahhaha..
i realised all my frens are freakin latecomers...
yesterday kenneth and giang were like super late la.. stoopid giang say train arriving arriving.. in the end??!!! like freakin 40 mins late... retard eh...
packing packing packing...
guess wat.. hehehe... i freakin registered for driving and i'm scared to learn la.. has been 3 days i've not even booked my first lesson.. haiz...
hahha.. i'm gonna be such a bitch to sya that after i come back on the evening of 18th... i'll be flying off again on the 23rd morning... to 28th... going to CHEENA... visit my dearest grand uncle... wah seh... 3 times in the month of dec.. i never flew so many time bah...
the feeling damn good...
i should worker harder next time i wanna be GLOBAL CITIZEN... hhaha... seems like i enjoy the life of flying...
hmm... i never thought i would want to study stats... hahah.. found another course called quantative finanace.. CALCULATION of RISKS hahha.. watever...
phong keeps saying : huihui huihui u are so obsessed with choir choir... u have graduated already eh stil keep thinking about choir...
but i have too many things i cant let go and is unhappy and happy about las...
please please please let me put it behind me.. BEHIND BEHIND!!!!!!! argh...
today was freakin crazy.. we jus kept drooling and sqeauling at AKANISHI JIN.. phong's KAME... and phy's weiqin's TZSU CHI however u freakin hell spell his name.. TAKAE is freakin cute too!!! hhahaha...
yea man... let's go japan and hook hook hook... hahha.. bitchy eh me... watever...
wat's life without bitchness....
i realised that my blog freakin boring.. so boring...
~chocolate-tae, chocolate-tae, strrawberry.. vanilla!! hahhahhaa
dun u love them phong...:)
8:50 PM
FREAKIN' HELL cant sleep ah!!! i went out like today yesterday and every other day la hhahaha.. heheh.. got my fingernails and toenails done...:)
YAY! hahhaa.. watever...
moi and natty freakin taking photos out of no where... hahha.. 1st stop on the way to prague onthe 1st day of tour heh.
yayness!!! the night of the competition.. some mozart opera annivesary celebration... can u see the freakin relief and shine in our eyes that the competition is over??!!!
me and qimin!!:)
she's cute queen of this universe...
i'm cute queen of the alternate universe!! hahaha...
self proclaimed cute los!!
:) the lst city tour of prague... the tourguide was preetty man..conclusion with qimin, qibin after several tours with female guides:
they all talk montonously in english...
heh heh. dots.
the gay association performance: titanic in charles bridgestarring: fabian and issac
NOTE: please wear a ski mask if u attempt it at the same venue, becuz...
fabian's face nearly froze while 'performing'.
hahahaha..
the lighting not that romantic la huh.. imagine imagine...
feel the love between them with ur heart.. brr.. goosebumps.. damn gross...
our competition/ festival name.. sooo long.. on the night of the competition.. wait till my heart almost popped out and i totally would have torn qibin's shirt if charlie didn't ask me to calm down.. ahaha.. watevr charlie!! haha... on;y u and fabian have responded correctly to the huihui finger sign... hahah... sorry i mean 2 fingers sign..heh heh.
this is like the wth second time city tour of prague of the charles bridge.. haha.. have u ever heard of visiting the same attraction twice on a trip spending the same amount of time dere???!! question marks all over my face!! but it's prettier in the day la.. and can take clearer photos!!! hahah!!
pretty right right right??!
this is just like taken from one 'side' of the bridge.. my gosh... still got the view 'behind' me. imagine imaginei'm the photographer.. so the view 'behind' me would be wat i see from the bridge- 'the other side of the bridge'
watver la.. my engiah sucks hahah.. i dont noe how to explain.. hahah...
all the catherdals are freakin big with huge stained glass windows... damn gorgeous!!! this is one of the cathedral in prague.. i totally shit forgot the name..hahha... never i'll find out soon!!
maybe st. vitus?
i totally forgot las..
the garden of the 2nd largest castle in prague in Cesy krumlov.. my goodness.... this is only like the middle part.. it's freakin huge!!!
k k.. i'm damn tired at least i'm feeling sleepy.. ahha.. still sufferring from jet lag.. i actually didn't want to adjust my watch time from vienna/prague time to singapore la...they are like 7 hrs behind.. now in spore it's nearing 2 am which means it like only 8 plus there now.. hahah... it's like nearing 2 am..a nd tmr.. i've got to pack my hk luggage... plus pple coming over to my place..
~nites.. i miss europe... i take back watver shit i said abt not missing it during the trip..:) heh.
12:58 AM
Monday, December 11, 2006
it's been two days since i've been back...
everything feels weird...
seems like my family got so many problems...
sigh... why does one wave come after another...
irritating... sigh... i totally wanna secluded peace, ass.
pap's gonna wrk in dubai .. kinda cool.. kinda weird.. kinda upset... kinda happy.. kinda worried..
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh
life sucks life sucks totally
it sucks away from family
it sucks together with family
where does it not be gross
i miss the trip.. as in the tour in the day... i totally do not miss the parts where i am trested non existent.
F la.. jus becuz jus becuz. i still cant believe how they could have changed so much in 2 freaking months. watever la huh.. watever... i'll wait and see... better be successful in the idealistic ironically similar plans.. or.. heh. i'll just look in to the eyes coldly,' u should have seen it coming when u bit the hand that helped u...:)' i'll smile:) i wont be going back...
to the ones true to me... take care.. :)
quite a number.. :)
lao pa.. i can 'loan' u qimin... hahaha.... and u got ur cher to have fun with!!~~ hahha...
2:23 PM
shit la...
i hate losing things i'm always losing things.. argh..
i'm feeling freakin irritated that i've lost trhe scarf arghh!!! how how how shit la.. i'm gonna get killed...
the other thing i lost i cant say it i cant...
qimin:) and sa thanks for being stuck in my grp for the last two days.. i feel real apologetic for getting qimin into trouble.. and make her be with people she don like.. sorry dear.. sorry...i love ur hat.. :) it's cute k.. and u really are cute.,. i agree with sam foo:) hahhaa... dun care watever that wong qibin say la huh... hahaha... muack! enjoy the rest of ur holidays... u can bitch watever u want to me k although i noe u are only interested in listening to bitching and not participate in it.. freakin adorable la:) hah.. i'm in love with u hahahha...
and this freakin song is stuck in my head... since the last two days in cesky krumlov and vienna.
~ last christmas i gave u my heart,
the very next day u gave it away.
this year to save me from tears,
i'm giving it to someone special...
blah blah blah... haiz... i actually miss the trip more den i expected... seems like i was wrong about me wanting very much to come back to sigapore..
why do i always do things i regret???
ARGHH!!! sucks la..
12:54 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
woahs... i'm finally back...:) 9th dec at 5:54 am spore time we touched down... strictly speaking its still 8th dec in vienna la huhs.. so happy birthday phy:)? i'm sorry that i forgot:( sorry dear.
there so much so much to say abt the past 10 days.
mentally exhausting... the whole trip...
the first 3 days living in the torture of the competition pressure ( i'm so afraid that he'll kick me out jus before the competition- hehe he didnt) but i failed myself once again. i always fail myself. ont he morning of the competition he tested the altos one by one for that freakin 3 notes of chua-ay (soh-doh-ti) WHAT THE HELL.. I COULDNT DO IT!! and he asked me to drop out for that section... shit la... i'm such a loser... its like the day of the competition and yet i still cant do it...
after that we had endless city tours salty food mineral water cold air REFLECTIONS SCOLDINGS and PUNISHMENT.
wat thew shit... how could i have no guts to admit my misake??!!
i feel so so embrassed of myself now las.. no guts.
jus because another person said dun own up until the teachers say u really dont own up ah???!! i freakin hell have no mind of my own.. i hate it i hate being gutless...
this is one thing another thing is that my god the who an whos think that they are freakin mature and that all the wrongs should be on the students... and then punish punish punish.. crazy...
argh... more like they are less experiennced in school trips bah.. lousy.
i made closer frens with some..
fabian... my lao pa now... i hardly knew him before we embarked and stepped into the plane together.... now we are on rather good terms... haha... only he charlie will respond ACTIVELY to my 'tweez'! hahha.. watever.. his voice is FREAKIN NICE.. i must ask for an autograph from lao peh before he becomes a freakin big super star... his voice rocks la!!
i grew to be able to talk more deeply and understand rachel:) she told me about all hose stuff during all those times after lights-out time haha...me and rachel ar ein like similar situations now jus that,.. hahah..hers older mine younger... sigh... watta do?.. both of us are rather useless in this field of life:(... sigh...
issac too:) a guy with a deep mind... he seems like he's joking all the time but den ah... his jokes have underlying meanings hehe. issac ah issac..:) issac too.. have a good voice:) i like ur harmony for all those pop songs dear:)... haha although u 'zao- sia' some times... hahaha..together with qibin and lao pa ha... u three sound wonderful sometimes:):)
ofcuz there are qimin...qi bin.. james buddy... papa dan.. isabel('decompose face. hahahha)...nat..cheryl cher so many so many... hahha..
cant talk much abt the two qi qi cousins as wat cute queen qimin says HAHA... watever cute queen of alternate universe. all i can say is that both are freakin farni and super cute when theyquarrell... i never fail to burst out laughing when i hear' shudd-upp la mario.. go pop the mushrooms la!! ' or ' you too la squirrel head.. the squirrel died on ur head la... shudd up la.'
hahha..:) so adorable.. :) aiya qibin ah... hardly have his lyrics in the songs hurhur... retarded.
james buddy and papa dan... fellow laggers with an aura so strong tat they influence neighbours.. hahah.... aiya papa dan.. dun fake la.. hhaahah... u not that lag los.. hahah.. acting cute only.. haha...
so much changes so many events occurred.. mentally exhausting las... be it upsetting or cheerful stuff....they all ahve taken a frekin serious toll on my brain. hahah.
gen low's wedding on the 9th:)... i rushed down to her church.. freakin hell damn tired ah... she was freakin pretty man.. lead a blissful fulfilling life miss low.. now mrs ho.. huihui cares abt u:) huihui cares abt everyone!:)
2:14 AM