under the light

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

sometimes... wouldn't it be better to not put pressure on people?...
'A' levels... the j1s of choir haven even been thru it...
how can they how can they belittle the pressure and toll it has taken on the j2s bodies..
worked hard?.. oh my .. u haven experienced the reall working hard dearies...
cant u be more sensitive and try to understand wat we're going thru'?... it's not tat we chose to lag behind!.. we had exams NATION WIDE exams!!! of course its of TOP TOP TOP priority.. it determines our future u know.. our future NOT YOURs...
j2s will bring the j1s down?..
do u know wat the heck u are talking about?!
without these bringing down j2s,
you wouldnt even be present..
choir wouldnt be in existence..
the j2s could have chosen to close choir down..
we didn't...
we wanted to give it a shot...
the teachers told us that if we would want choir to change and improve it has to start with the j2 batch...
we were tempted by the success, the prague, the pioneering.
we worked and freaked our freakin' asses out for a freakin year.
then.
then. then?!
j2s seem to be the burden now.
seems as though we should jus noe our limits and withdraw earlier.
problems of catchin up and insufficient time have been seen and put acros a freakin long time.
now now now?!
blame is shift to our already ladened shoulders.
'a' levels are near over man.
shouldnt i be happy.
but i'm not.
not because my exams were screwed.
but that
but that i dread i dread the torturous practices that are to come.
shit.
shit. how i wished i had the guts to stand up to the teachers and withdraw.
no one.
no one.
but those j2s involved can understand the feeling of a tremondous baggage removed and another huge one replaces it.
the feeling of seeing others playing and rejoicing while i've got to carry another baggage is...
undescribable.

12:58 AM

Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

Irreplacable , unerasable memories.
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