under the light

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Monday, July 31, 2006

ya. ya. i'm childish. so what.

oh no. i lost my temper at someone i've never lost my temper at not even in secondary schl. u think she can sense it?.. i did it over smses.. i think she knows i'm talking abt her.. actually i reallly really dun wan anything to happpen since she has just found back a very old and precious frenship.. aiya... i'm jus feeling lousy la... so gross.. all of a sudden like dun really have pple to tok too when i need to cal someone.. like i pick up the phone wanting to call someone... but dun whose no. to key in or press dial. i know there are pple concerned abt me. but but i'm a selfish person u see. i dun like distractions when i',m talking.i sound as if i'm jealous.. jealous over?.. i helped them , i hoped to see them back as twins eh. maybe the jealous of their frenship... as in like i never had close frens before... i'm a freaking loner. Geek.

i dun think anyone noe me... as in REALLY know me. not surprising. my thinkings and philosophies are eccentric. so. i dun really like to mention them to pple. but when i dun talk or mention. i get ignored. that's probably why i like to talk so much so loudly and laugh so loudly?.. to let pple noe im there.. there is some one called huihui who actually exists. i'm kinda tired.
tired of life. whatever.
whatever.
WHATever.
WHATEVER.

i am a A+ bloodtype and is a scorpio.
oh man check them out man i'm supposed to be introverted. HUR HUR. is it true..only i will noe.. doubt anyone noticed. i'm sucha brat seeking attention all the time. hah hah if u are not happy.. u do as u deem fit. i can always pull myself away from u like i've done so from so many others.

not sure if i shld post this publicly. but fuck it man. what's the point of thinking so much typing so much and not post in the end. WTH. i really cant be bothered. Life sucks big time. big big time.

3:49 PM

Fi- Fi-. C
to find a day where from then on
i would never need to lie again.

i really love vanilla.
for its straightforwardness

.mushiness with reality.

Irreplacable , unerasable memories.
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